after realising that i was rejected by pphg on thurs, i cried the whole night, feeling lost and demoralised. frankly speaking, i have no idea wad i wanna do now. all i applied for are mostly tourism and hospitality related jobs. and until now i haven received any news from them. I know i need backup plans. and i really need to thank andrew and jh for securing 2 interviews at the 2 banks ytd and today for me. and when i went for those interviews, i dun really know which division im interested in? ohh man help help HELP!
ytd after one of the interviews i saw tongtong at chevron. when i saw her i immediately hugged her and was almost in tears. i was feeling like crap the whole of ytd, even more after the interview. we talked for a pretty long while, tgt with adeline. i really envy them seriously, like they really know wad they want to do and are working hard while i also do know wad i wanna do, but the other side just refuse to accept me. sucks man. life is so unfair. i feel that currently im at the zi4 bao4 zi4 qi4 mode, like sometimes i would think, 'just gimme wadever u wanna give me la, i dun care alr la, ahhhh wadever la.'
i really need time for myself, i feel.
btw i really enjoy my work at sgx. the pple there are extremely nice. my team pple are super patient and nice towards me, which im really grateful for, seriously. coz sumtimes i would ask silly questions and stuff. :// plus the WAPies (the perms call us that btw) are super fun peeps and i enjoy hanging out with them during our 2 hr long lunch breaks (hahaha!). some are leaving soon for the fgip programme and ill definitely miss some of them though i have only known them for 2 days? haaa. one of them even asked me to join the bank she is gonna work in, just in case she kena outcast by her fellow dpt pple, and then i can have lunch with her. then we can form our 'WAPies aka the outcast' club within the organisation. jokes.
its only in sgx which made me realise how work culture/environment affects me. initially i thought all these are just crap when i studied OB but yeaa. its indeed very essential for me. its a factor which decides whether u will forward to work when u wake up at 730am in the morning, i feel.
another snsd song. addictive i feel. and im beginning to like yuri (the one with the jet black hair!)
& about
leepeng. 23. SNORTSS.
20/07/1987.
Cancerian
KELLOCK-ian. GESS-ian. NJC-ian
NTU BUSINESS SCHOOL
NTU Canoe Polo
