i boarded the 174 bus at 1201 am, tapped my ez link card and looked around for seats, realising that there wasnt a single soul in the bus. i was the only passenger. i walked all the way to the back, sat down comfortably, before taking out my ipod. it played Footsteps by kim jaejoong. "Great!" i thought to myself. its one of my favourite song for now and i have to play it at least once every night. i guess i was too engrossed with the song, trying to figure out wad he was trying to express in this song that for the first time, i broke down in tears while listening to it. i dunno why, maybe its the way he sang it. its full of emotions and all, u dun need to learn korean to tell that its a sad song. its really, sad.
for the first time, i wish that the bus journey doesnt end so that i can hide myself from every1. for the first time, i wish that some1 could just pat me on the back and say, "dont worry, everything will be alright. its ok not to be urself today. its ok if no1 in this world can understand u and give u weird expressions. its ok when pple pretend u dun exist." for the first time, i wish u were here, reprimanding me for behaving so silly and all and start to pick myself up after tonight. . . . but u werent. and perhaps u will never know abt it.
Monday, January 28, 2008
♥ Monday, January 28, 2008
what is fate?
"well i dun really know alot about fate. but it isnt something that will change very easily. not being able to change even when u want to, unable to run away when u want to, something you cant possibly ever shake off. oue love was sth u could run away from. i dun think that is fate. i have changed too. these kinds of things aren't fate. Right?"
OR
" i have always thought that fate was a selfish fastasy people invented to avoid pain and live more comfortably."
oh man. im so addicted to soulmate. i have just finished watching it and im really looking forward to season 2 but i read that it might be cancelled. oh well. it will still be one of my fav kdramas. sth different from the rest i usually watch. u know if u are a kdrama addict u can kinda predict wat the gal/guy gonna do the next second. but soulmate is different. when i thought they will eventually be tgt they didnt (but i secretly hope they will not be tgt lol). and i likeee shin dong wook. some guy who looks really good with hairband. not every guy looks good with hairband can! the cast is pretty good. im amazed that this drama had pretty low ratings back in korea.
when will i see your face again? . . . . . . . . . in my dreams maybe.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
♥ Sunday, January 27, 2008
ok maybe i really shouldnt have said that. but thats doesnt mean u're right.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
♥ Saturday, January 26, 2008
i have just selected the organisations for my attachment for phase one. seriously, due to the limited vacancies (40 to 200+++ students) i have a feeling i have to apply for phase 2 or even phase 3. anw, i have selected credit suisse's risk mgmt and national australia bank. the job scope for cs's rmm sounds crazy and im not really keen on other positions. but im really interested in working with cs esp asset mgmt dpt. after reading the program scope, i realised i dunno alot of stuff. like i need basic knowledge of VBA and VAR. gosh wads that lah!! oh well, im really just trying my luck. if im selected from interview then ill start reading abt them. LOL.
and im beginning to feel the heat. i have like 3 projects to be done after cny. and i haven started on any. still holiday mood. seriously. went shoping with chit and jx the whole of today. and after i reached home i spent almost 1.5hrs selecting the companies. oh dear. meeting on wed and sunday (which ill have my surf and sweat.) presentation on thursday. lost for wealth planning ( we dun really know which grp we are in thus we dunno which qn to do). WHY LIKE THAT?!?! =((
ok enough of complaining. for the past 1 week, i have super weird dreams almost every night. once, i dreamt of l*h and he was in the same tutorial class. and i was super friendly to him and even sat next to him ( i mean in real life, im too shy to even speak to him lah). LOL. another night, i dreamt that i was crying and i really woke up feeling super depressed (i have no idea why. school sucks maybe?). and just last night i dreamt that i was running and i woke up with a leg cramp which lasted for damn long. i even had to limp to the toilet when i woke up in the morning. -__-
anw im addicted to this korean drama soulmate. its not like those typical korean drama where the galA dislike the guy A and the guy A likes this gal B but she like the guy B and the guy B like gal A ( sth like that). its abt the game of love and how pple actually interpret certain actions of the opposite sex when they are in a relationship. like if a guy gives sth ordinary eg a bottle of shampoo to a gal, means theres a hidden msg in the bottle, maybe theres a ring or sth. or if a guy helps u apply for a credit card, hes actually testing u. and if u mention break up to him and hes mad at u shows that u still mean sth to him. but he just let u go like that shows he doesnt even care. sth like that. im only at the 5th episode and i guess i hav to wait until like cny or sth b4 i start watching again.
ok. have to start pia-ing for project alr. SIGHHHH=(
Monday, January 21, 2008
♥ Monday, January 21, 2008
pigging out session with chit on sat at serene centre area. we went island creamery first. had the mudpie plus a double scoop ice cream (reverso and VERY BERRY!!) and I LOVEEE VERYYY BERRYY!! =) its slightly sour but i like it. =)
next stop we went to awfully chocolate. anw the place is pretty clean. as in its rather empty. and i heard from my sis that they only provide one type of cake so they dun really display out. they will just go to the kitchen and take out for u. so yeps. heard that the cake is pretty awesome. its like soft and moist. wow.
and then (nope we haven stop yet) we went gastronomia!! and they have take aways! those kind u can just buy, bring home and microwave. cool! if i were rich, ill go there every week and settle my groceries shopping over there. bahaha. chit and i tried the cottage pie and its super goooood! its crispy on the outside, the inside is like moist and milky and the sauce is damn chucky!! i likee. i wanna eat that like every week. LOL.
next pigging out session: dempsey road =)
Saturday, January 19, 2008
♥ Saturday, January 19, 2008
oh yes!! dbsk's new jap album will be coming out really soon!! and i kinda like the song purple line. pretty catchy and refreshing! and their dance is like WOW!! especially when my yunho danced solo during the rap part. can FAINTS lah!! oh myyy. DBSK HWAITING!! whahaha
and i haven been updated for a really longggg time. coz - im pretty lazy - the workload is piling up like no1's business - i think my life is pretty boring
but since today is friday, maybe i shall spend a couple of mins trying to recall wad i have done for the past one week. =)
Saturday
met up with chit and jessine to get jx's present b4 meeting the rest. we got her a pretty cool mango bag and we were pretty glad that she liked it. silly her was rushing to meet us that she sprained her ankle along the way. LOL
Sunday had lunch at the spring court restaurant at chinatown with my cousins and my distant cousin from Australia. since it was their 78th anniversary, they were selling their roasted duck for 78 cents. and its awesome!! =) especially when u fry with the noodles. shiokkk
Tuesday went for my first korean lesson. =))) the tutor is rather prettyyy. and i think hangeul is very interesting!! and im really determined to speak and write korean fluently one day. den travel to korea after i graduate and perhaps meet yunho or any members of DBSK along the streets. WHAHAH annyonghasaeyo chor neng leepeng yinmida na nor saranghae LOL
oh and i played squash for the first time. now i know why kc is so crazy over it.LOL
Friday -Zhanyi's Birthday. happy birthday fyp mate!! =) -had wealth planning presentation. refuse to comment. kana attacked by the tutor regarding the housing loan. oh well. we shall jiayou for our 1hr presentation on week 9. -donated blood after lesson with ym. in fact i donated alone coz she was sick. i hate needles! =( and the nurse said i had thick skin. -___-. oh man. thanks. and when i told my teammates during dinner, they laughed at me and said maybe she meant thick ARMS and not thick SKIN. how evil!! -____- -had some team gathering at bugis this evening. we ate from 7-10 and the food was awesome!! better than the one i had with andrew mindy they all during the exam period (oh yes we ate steamboat after completing 2 papers when the rest went home to mug for their next paper). and i think i ate a little tooo much. im still feeling full like at 1 am. LOL -managed to talk to ps!! oh yes, she was on her way to school when we were talking to her. and i was so so so ELATED when she could recognise my voice. LOL. tc while u are over there k!! =))
yeps. thats abt it. will be gg fo the factory sales with chit tml which is located at king's arcade. maybe ill go over to my cousins' place after that. alright time to practise hangeul! =))
Friday, January 11, 2008
♥ Friday, January 11, 2008
anw this is damn damn stupid. not that she doesnt know that budapest is the capital of hungary (i mean i dunno that too) but she doesnt know that there's a country called hungary. "oh i have heard of TURKEY but HUNGRY??" oh man. this blond chick doesnt know her geography very well.
oh and i rmb watching one episode of it on channel 5 a few weeks ago. one of the qn was "how many sides does a decagon have?" and seriously, i tot the ans was 12. and my 12 yr old cousin corrected me and told me that it was 10!! u know like decade means 10 yrs. but the 12th month is dec-ember!! and the 10th mth is oct-ober. so octagon should have 10 not 8 sides!! hmmm sth to think abt. LOL
i think im not smarter than a 5th grader.
anw i just took a quiz on facebook abt how stupid are u. and the results!!
Slow Well you're not THAT dumb, but sometimes you're kind of slow. Most people are, so don't feel too bad, unless you thought you were a genius. The good thing about being slow is that you can slowly work your way to the top. So have at it, right after you get me a latte!
sh*t!! i guesss im pretty dumb after all. RAH!!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
♥ Tuesday, January 08, 2008
sis: hey do u know why there's a suddenly craze over the 7 princesses thingy? like mediacorp 7 princesses and the new korean drama abt 7 princesses? me: hmmm why? sis: i think its coz of the disney's 7 princesses me: oh got 7 ah!?! hmmm let's see! belle, snow white, cinderella, jasmin, ariel.. wat else? sis: PRINCESS DIANA!! me: ermmmm -_-
thats my sis for u =)
Monday, January 07, 2008
♥ Monday, January 07, 2008
so i was late for my very first lesson of the sem. woke up at 925am and i was so tempted to just miss school. i mean its just comms studies. wad will the tutor teach on the very first day man. but in the end i decided to be a good student and dragged myself off the comfy bed. so proud of myself. =) was late for almost 15 mins. the tutor is pretty nice as compared to the previous sem's comm tutor (sheiley? sheila? oh watever!!). i just hope im not blacklisted for being so last for the first lesson. LOL.
met up with pf this afternoon. oh gosh i really do miss her!! though i just met her like last night but we didnt manage to talk much. treated her to fish and co coz i owed her lunch and i forgot to get her a bday present. LOL. and though we seldom meet up, we still manage to click with each other immediately. i guess so far shes the only one who's at the same frequency as me all these years. like can be totally 100% lame all the time kind. and she's totally shocked when i told her i wanna master korean and den go to korea and attract the guys with my korean cum singaporean accent. and how auntie i have become (eg wanting to wear a cheongsam with pearl neacklace for ROM and gg to cafe cartel to eat the free flow of bread and water). oh pf!! we should meet up more often!! =)
no school tml and thurs. but have to do some written report for comms and prepare for a presentation next week. and i managed to take up wealth planning!! =) thanks to mindy!! =) and im in the same class as zy and jh for research! ok im quite looking forward to this sem!! =))
♥ Monday, January 07, 2008
so tml's the first day of school. oh dear. im totally not looking forward to it. though it's gonna be only 2 hrs and i dun have school on tues (but i still have to go back to school for trng. SIGHPIEEE.) i dun rmb the last time i dreaded school so much that i really dun feel like gg to school at all like now. =(
and my biological clock is screwed up after not sleeping at all for two nights this week. one to send ps off and the other for the 3 on 3 canoepolo which makes me grumpier. =((
oh well. perhaps these will help me shorten my sufferings and enjoy school life this coming sem. I HOPE. - i managed to get korean as one of my electives. kamsumhamida - im taking part in the surf and run with chit as my partner! maybe that can motivate me to start running. i haven been running for the past 2 weeks. - i wanna go for the factory sales (they sell ice cream, brownies, cakes. bread etc) at king's arcade centre on the 18th and 19th jan. heard its freakinggg good and they are opened to the public like once a mth. - gg lunch with puayhoon tml - meeting up with jingxiu (??) on sat to celebrate her bday.
i still cant believe that the holidays are alr over just like that. and i haven done alot of stuff! haven watched my coffee prince. haven completed my resume. haven found a tuition job. haven shopped for cny (though i keep buying clothes. hmmm). SIGHHHHH
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
♥ Wednesday, January 02, 2008
so i immediately went to meet chit and jingxiu after my seafood dinner with my uncle, grandma and the cousins. had supper at xinwang cafe. ordered our fav mango ice and again, we toppled it. LOL. tried their timsum for the first time and it was pretty disappointing. but i loveee the peanut butter toast and the hk iced milk tea. shiokkk. i wanna have that for bf every morning!! but ill definitely grow fat in erm a week? LOL
left the cafe at ard 1145 and we had a slowww walk towards the flyer. we ended up standing outside john little and decided to climb up the stairs to get a better view of the fireworks. but in the end we could only catch a glimpse of the reflection. LOL. so we hurriedly ran towards the esplanade direction again and i tell u it was super crowded!! but the fireworks were awesome. prettier than last last yr! its jy's loss that he decided to miss it. ha
after that, we slowly made our way to the mrt station and i think we took almost 45 mins to walk from marina to city hall. it was so crowded!! i swear that when i get rich one day, ill book a room at swissotel and enjoy the fireworks w/o having to squeeze with pple. IF I GET RICH ONE DAY... lol
stayed over at michelle's place after the countdown. supposed to write a letter to ps but i ended up watching hana yori danga for like erm 2 hrs? lol. and mich had to pause the show so that i could finish writing. anw i didnt manage to get much sleep. its like when u pass a certain time, u just wun wanna sleep anymore. mich is the best! she didnt even sleep at all!! was busy doing up the photo frame from scratch and den drove all of us to the airport! and her driving skills are excellent! so smooth that i even managed to sleep for the whole journey. not every1 can actually do that uknow!
so we reached the airport at ard 530 am?? the cp team was there to send her off too. and ps actually admitted that she chose such a queer timing so that not many would be there to send her off! but surprise!! most of us managed to make it though. and SHANNIE BUNNIE!! U WILL BE GREATLY MISSED BY ME!! TAKE CARE WHILE U ARE IN CANADA!! FUNNIE HUNNIE SHANNIE BUNNIE ROCKS! =)
have a great 2008 peeps!! =)
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
♥ Tuesday, January 01, 2008
wat a great way to start 2008, returning to a place where pple are actually shouting at each other across the room. why cant they just speak properly? basket. if u just dun wanna do it, den dun! dun do and den complain and scold the rest of the day. wth. my eyes are more swollen and teary now thx to u.
i wanna get out of this screw up place asap. its driving me insane. wth.
& about
leepeng. 23. SNORTSS.
20/07/1987.
Cancerian
KELLOCK-ian. GESS-ian. NJC-ian
NTU BUSINESS SCHOOL
NTU Canoe Polo
