every beat of my heart

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

♥ Tuesday, August 28, 2007

so today i went home alone after trng. alright not really alone but w/o chit. :((( yep so chit moved back to hall. happy for her but abit she bu de. no1 to go home with me le and no1 will msg me and tell me whether the 179 queue is long anot. not that im very dependent on her but ill definitely miss her presence bah. and i really enjoyed moving the stuff with u even though i was like complaining 898903840937 times to u this afternoon. hurhur

and this afternoon mr liu gave me a good scare. initially he wanna take my hp w/o telling me and at the end of the lecture, he forgot to return me! oh well done! he really scared the hell out of me. OMG. -_-

things to do b4 i sleep ( no more power nap and its alr 1136pm)
- research for accounting discussion tml
- read thru my math's vector space
- understand the different bond and stock issues, financial markets and other stuff which i have NO interest in. (HELP!! i think im in the wrong course. =(((()

Sunday, August 26, 2007

♥ Sunday, August 26, 2007

matches for the past two days were good. JIAYOU NTU!! =)

i guess if i really go down, i might screw up the whole damn thing. so which is worse - not gg down at all or gg down and ruin everything? and i only can blame myself for not training hard enough and not being as skilled as the first five in the game. anw winning is more impt, isnt it? even for mr yong. though he kept emphasizing that hardwork and having the heart is more impt, in the end he will still plan the line up in such a way that nj will win the overall titles. life's like this, though i still find it hard to accept. too bad if i cant bring myself to accept it. just too bad.

and i got a super burnt nose, haven done my tutorials and hate my investment textbook. RAH

Friday, August 24, 2007

♥ Friday, August 24, 2007

went sdba to collect my one star cert this morning ( oh yes i went there at ard 1015 am). and i realise that sdba looked pretty different on a weekday morning. no boats on water. no beefcakes. no activities. no sun. =( yep it was a rather gloomy morning today. i kinda miss those days at kallang. i miss klssc. i miss the 2.4km route. i miss running from klssc to sdba. i miss the 500m mark. i miss db. i miss the finishing line. and kallang look so different now due to the construction gg on over there. SIGH

kanna pangseh-ed by jingxiu this morning as well. alright maybe its my retribution for pangseh-ing so many pple for erm dunno how long. so i decided to do a little shopping alone in town. and im pretty amazed at the amount i can spend in an hr ---> $80. i got myself a hairband, a pair of earrings, mango top and a jacket from this new boutique at wisma called cotton on. its an australian brand and the stuff over there are pretty cheap. the tops looked a bit like forever21 (oh its juz NEXT to forever 21 btw) but much cheaper. but anw i like their guys' shirts. why guys' shirts always look better than the gals? pull and bear, wh and now cotton on. hmmmm..

gg to give tuition this evening, followed by meeting kc at erm i have no idea. i have a feeling im gonna get pangseh again. sigh. and i haven touched my investment and accounting. haven photocopy my cert. and haven prepare for my acc presentation on tues. and im having comp for the next 3 weekends. bz weekend. wish me luck man.

Monday, August 20, 2007

♥ Monday, August 20, 2007

Fade Away – Olivia Ong

I just want to say hello to you
But you’re not looking my way like you trying to and claim
I think I lost my mind back there and then
Oh how I let my feelings go

*You see I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’d put aside
Thought friends we would be oh boy

**Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way it fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
I’d fades away

You just want to say hello to me
Now the table’s turned, I’m not looking your way
Don’t get it wrong, ooh it’s twisted, I’d break it
Make the story short

Repeat *

Repeat **

Hoo…Why did it have to go down this way
I’d admit I feel you when you are near
Maybe baby we got it all wrong

Repeat ** twice

It’s gone, it’s gone
We got it all wrong…
It fades away…

awesome song!! love it. =)

♥ Monday, August 20, 2007

wow. fantastic. i realised i haven been blogging for almost one week. in fact, its more than that. hurhur. the past one week in school was rather boring. had cca carnival on mon and tues, wed out with xt and joyce to watch secret. i decided that secret isnt that bad, well after much explanation by candy. the storyline wasnt really my kind. its like i came out of the theatre confused. perhaps jay should juz stick to music. anw, i think anthony wong has stolen the limelight!! hes so freaking cute lah, esp the part when he played the guitar to cheer his son up. OMG. classic. love him. =)

thurs is investment day. seriously, i have no idea wat the tutor was saying. the terms and models seemed so alien to me. gosh. and im considering getting into investment banking. oh and im in the same class as mindy, krys, yw and terence. cool cool. and we are in the same project grp. wheEeE. =)

went out with chit and hy on sat. and i bot this freaking ex skirt from g2000 for 59 bucks!! omg. im freaking broke now. and i got a sesame street t shirt from action city!! damn cute!! its a pic of cookie monster with cookies surrounding him. sesame street rocks! =) and i wish that we can go out more often. though work is piling up and the cp comp is like juz ard the corner. oh it starts this weekend. -_-. and its goona be ongoing for the next 3 weekends. which means im gonna be sunburnt again ( yes zhanyi envy me!!) . oh well wish me luck for the next 3 weeks~~~

Sunday, August 12, 2007

♥ Sunday, August 12, 2007

its FREEZING coldddd at marina square

BRRRR

alright

i didnt wanna take photo with my buddy lah

hurhur

so she forced me to take another one with herrr

and my nose looked damn BEEEG and LONGGG

like OMG

da 5 of us
meilian was LATE
but she had a veryyy good reason to be late
so we forgave her
=)

blisssss and my constipated face

OH
i tried to help them take a photo
but i was in the middle
so.....
lol
i noe im pro hahaa

i loveee HK cafe iced milk tea
its like the second best after ah mei milk tea
and its served in those metal container
cool stuffff

da gigantic mango ice
and i toppled the ice cream
again

finally meilian came
with the cake
to celebrate xt, bliss, sile and my birthday
pretty pretty =)

and i ~~cutted~~ cut the cake
i know
i totally destroyed the cake
lol
it tasted good nevertheless

5 gals and a guy

sile is soooo lucky =)

i was pretty fascinated by the fountain thingy at suntec city
the spotlights were shining on the water

and it looked like the water was going upwards

GORGEOUS =)

feng shan!! =)

the ntu peeps =)

thanks guys for this afternoon. enjoyed myself like totally!! =) we should meet up more often in school or sth. and daisy should stop ponning lessons. i have never seen u around even though we are in da same school. oh well. LOL.

busy week next week. meeting chit tml to help out in the CCA carnival for cp. tues cp trng. wed jay chou's secret movie. thursday lessons till 630. reach school at 830am everyday. oh well. im looking forward to friday now. LOL

and lets hope that things will be better right now. if not i have no idea how long i can last. :/

PS. hy look left! spot the difference. LOL =)

Friday, August 10, 2007

♥ Friday, August 10, 2007

Lesson 1
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in >>>a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you R800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her R800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was hat?" "It was Bob the next door neighbour," she replies."Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the R800 he owes me?"

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2
A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest apologized"Sorry sister but the flesh is weak." Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, "I'll give each of you just one wish." Me first! Me first!" says the admin clerk. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Puff! She's gone. Me next! Me next!" says the sales rep. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life." Puff! He's gone. "OK, you're up," the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, "I want those two back in the office after lunch."

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?" The eagle answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson 5
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally, after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
BullSh!t might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson 6
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who sh!ts on you is your enemy
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of sh!t is your friend
(3) And when you're in deep sh!t, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

This ends the 3-minute management course.

omg. this is so so so hilarious. a very direct illustration. hahaha. AWESOME. lol

♥ Friday, August 10, 2007

decided to change the blog layout, since school has started and im freaking bored. errr ok no link. cant believe it. im actually doing this at 7.37 AM in the MORNING! GOSH!! any comments pls tag! =) gonna wake mummy up and ask her to go bf with me. hurhurhur. im EVIL! =)

Monday, August 06, 2007

♥ Monday, August 06, 2007

i am in super bad moooood. first, i argued with her b4 i left the house for trng. and then during trng, i was shouted by that horrrible and watat creature. TWICE summore. no prize for guessing it right.

this is me. if u cant change it, then just accept it.

who cares seriously. every1 will just say tml will be a better day. no solution. nth. oh yes it might sound pleasant to the ear but deep down, i know it wun.

RAH. randomness. BYE

Sunday, August 05, 2007

♥ Sunday, August 05, 2007

i realised i haven been updating my blog! busy busy!! =( anw this photo was taken at ikea (AGAIN) with our very dear tai tai vice president =), just a few seconds b4 xt's ice cream dropped. dun cry dearie ill get one for u when we go ikea again! =) didnt get much stuff that day. juz that i was quite frustrated when the ziplock bags i bot dropped from 95 cents to 20 cents. GREAT.

thurs was good too. went out with hy and jasmin and we met xt and sm along the way. so we had lunch tgt and we began to tok abt their trng, juniors, seniors, the races we took part tgt and most imptly how hy capsized the guy during the bedok race. haha. overall it was pretty much a pleasant surprise. =) will upload the photos real soon. apparently my cam has low batt (AGAIN!!!) so im charging it again. haha sianz

and school is starting tml! though its only a 3 hr lesson but still! im gonna be alone and i dun think i noe any1 in that class. after that will be add drop period. dun think ill be adding any modules but i hope i can change my classes for accounting and career foundation. currently both have like ZERO vacancies so my chances of changing classes are pretty low. oh well. i should be glad that im off on friday and monday as well in 5 weeks' time. counting down right now..

oh yes and im currently giving combined science tuition to this sec3 gal at bukit batok. yes its freaking far. but the pay is good. its like 27.50 an hr? and i think my chem is pretty good though i haven really touched it since erm sec4? at least i rmb acid and metal oxide will react and become water and salt. see im good. haha yar. next week's lessons on sat and sunday. better read thru the stuff b4 the lesson. hurhur

tues will be spent with xt at taka. haha yep. not work but just gg there to return our uniform. and get back my 20 bucks. oh yay!! im 20 bucks richer by then~~! -_-''' den ill have to go back to school again for lecture and trng! rah~~~!

well. at least be glad that i only have to go school for 3 days since thurs is national day. haha.. gtg for trng now. bye~~~!

Friday, August 03, 2007

♥ Friday, August 03, 2007

my first kindergarden class photo

try finding me!! =)

i rmb i didnt like taking photos back den

i would always look super grumpy
hahaha

this was taken during my first star cruise trip
that was in 1995 i think
from my expression i guess every1 can tell that i was truly excited
haha

mingen's birthday!!
he looked so cute back then
and he looked bald =x

wj looked adorable too

and i have no idea where i was looking lol

back then, our family would always have 2 major celebrations every year. one to celebrate grandma's bdae and the other was my grandpa's. then all the 3 families would juz gather and have a good meal at some hotel.

this was taken during one of the cny

when my cousins were still staying in yishun

and i was wearing a skirt

i think i looked damn cool with my specs

lol =)

another one of my grandparents' bday celebrations

poor mingen was injured due to erm i dun rmb

my granny has lost quite alot of weight if u compare this photo with the present

=(=(=(

oh yep

my primary school class photo

i rmb being one of the tallest back then

thats why i was like at the back row

and now

no1 believes im 165cm

sighhhh

found some photos while packing my room and i just couldnt stop laughing. so i decided to upload some of them so that u guys can laugh along with me. LOL..

and i noe i looked so damn cuteee back den. :D

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

♥ Wednesday, August 01, 2007

haahaaheeheehoohoo. i look like ANDY LAU. OMG

♥ Wednesday, August 01, 2007

so today was the last day of work!! happy happy!! =) i guess xt feels the same way tooo!! was smiling to myself while walking to the mrt stati0n. hoohoohoo. i noe im crazy.im so gonna miss xt, joyce, mus, cedric and elaine!! but no work equals more time with friends, equals more freedom, equals more time to shop, bake and have dinner with mum and sis. =) and i realised i only have 5 days break b4 school starts!! and i have so many things i wanna dooooo

the to do list:

hmmm try to run EVERYDAY
meeting up with JASMIN=) tml. with watat ang
harry potter movie with chit plus hy aka watat ang on thurs ( yes!! FINALLY!!)
gg ikea with xt and joyce!! excited!! =)
sign up for standard chartered 10 km
photo taking at ntu at 1115 on friday.
tidy up my study room
pack my wardrobe
get a laptop bag
search for a tuition job
register for 1 more elective
develop photos for my photo frame
REST!!

i was so glad when i received the mail that BF 215 will only start on week 2. then when i check my timetable, i realised that my BF215 seminar is on thurs which happens to be national day for week 1. which means that there's no extra day off. GREAT. nbs just loves to cheat pple's feelings. damn sian. =(

plus, i have a new resolution for the new semester:

I WILL NOT PON ANY 830 LESSONS

so lame!! hahahha