every beat of my heart

Thursday, May 31, 2007

♥ Thursday, May 31, 2007

the japanese desserts look very gorgeous right!! i had that this afternoon at the hokkaido ice cream restaurant at marina square!! happy happy!! =)

so today is vesak day. went to the temple with mummy, sis and janus and met my cousin's family there. today's also the first time i see my sister after she got married and she looked really blissful. updated her abt wat i had done over the past 4 days -- trng, work, gathering, crunchyroll blah blah blah. and she was so jealous that i seem like im enjoying myself after she moved out!! haha sis!! u know I MISS YOU!! juz that i dunno how to express it and im trying really hard now to get used to not having u at home. sometimes ill still have the urge to call u and ask u wat time u ll be back home. haha funny i noe.

went shopping with mummy and sister after that. marina square AGAIN and i finally got myself a RED dress. oh my i wonder when will i ever wear that again after the wedding dinner. and i bot accessories again at diva. 26 bucks!! i think i had spent almost 50 bucks at diva. ok!! a resolution for myself: no more shopping after my sis's wedding until my trip to phuket on sat. ok its only 5 days away. rawr!!

so i have started work at taka's laura ashley. its a super boring job!! and the stuff there are super ex and ugly. one dress can cost as much as 270 bucks and it has several flowery prints on it. sometimes i really wanna ask the customer why they wanna purchase that. oh gosh. so pple!! pls come and visit me at taka when u guys are in town k!! =) entertain me.. lol

and i love HANA YORI DANGO!! MY DOMYOUJI!! hes so comical!! haha and i watched the last episode of part 2 before i continued with the middle part. SPOILER ALERT!! the way he proposed was like OH MY GOD!! the proposal was at some stadium and the lights were out. and when makino accepted the proposal, the lights were on and the stadium was filled with loads of pple cheering for them!! oh my oh my!! and i like rui too!! he looks so good in white!! =) ok i shall go back to my hana yori dango!! my domyouji is waiting for me!! =)

♥ Thursday, May 31, 2007

the birthday 'cakes'

the birthday gals

those who were present

so we met up after work to celebrate jessine's and chit's birthday on wed at wheelock's nydc. its the third time i have been there this yr and i had three amigo baked rice for all 3 occasions!! i love it!! and the company was great too. juz that jx was super ultra late

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JESSINE!!! =)

welcome to the twenties club gal!! although i nv really said it, im really glad to have u as a friend and we are still as close as ever --> u, me, chit, ck and jx. lets hope that our friendship will continue until we are 100 yrs old, racing with each other in our wheelchairs. hohoohooo. and i wish u a wonderful life filled with love and happiness. SEE!! IM NICE!! =)

anw jx is a spoilt brat!! and she is an ai (short) gui.. haha

Sunday, May 27, 2007

♥ Sunday, May 27, 2007

my sister

delighted after receiving the presents from my cousins and me

the card made by the cho family

cute!! =)

the figurine i got for sis
'happily ever after'

janus's breakfast
bittergourd with beansprout and peas mixed with wasabi
ROAR

the pretty bride
that's my sis =)

forcing janus to sing 'jian dan ai' before he can enter the room

we are nice ok!! we actually prepared the lyrics for him

finally got to enter the room

really glad to see sis so happy =)

our dear cousin ming en
looking really smart =)

the jun nan mei nu
=)

the brides with the jiemei-s

yuan-ping-jing

the gorgeous bouquet of roses

the master bedroom

the clock

cool huh!! =p

sis in her tea dress

my sis in her veil

pple actually said that brides look the best with their veil

and i went to search the meaning of a veil

-> In the Christian tradition this is expressed in the Gospel passage, "What therefore God has joined together, let no man put asunder" (Mt. 19:6)

-> The lifting of the veil was often a part of ancient wedding ritual. In many cultures, the lifting of the wedding veil symbolized the groom taking possession of the wife, either as lover or as property, or the revelation of the bride to the groom by her parents for approval. hmmmm..

two flowers and a shrek look-a-like

message for my sis

so the day has finally come. seriously, i cant wait for this day to come but on the other hand, i dun wan this day to come at all. i know i sound contradicting, as usual. my cousin once asked me,' so are u gg to feel lonely after big gets married?' oh gosh! i really have no idea or rather i dun dare to think about it. it seems like its only ytd when you told me that janus proposed to you at crescent. and i rmb i was really over the moon and excited when i knew about it. and after that you were busy with the peparation for the wedding - the booking of the restaurant, choosing the location of your new home, the renovation blah blah blah. and at that point of time i was trying to adapt to the uni life and cp. somehow we we got drifted apart but we do try to be as close, like nth has ever changed. like having bf on saturday mornings at hv yakun or meeting up at marina square for a short 2 hrs and shop like mad. little actions like these really make me feel that there are still pple who actually care. and i really do appreciate it. even though we are quarrelling more often now than before and im sarcastic to you at times, i want you to know that i really love you and u're the greatest sis that any1 could ever have!! =)

seeing you smiling so brightly at the cameras, i knew that all you have gone through since you declared that you are getting married are all worth it. seeing you happy really makes me happy as well. so now you're entering a new chapter in ur life. there'll definitely lots of fear and uncertainties but dun worry, janus's with you and ur sister which happens to be me will here supporting you as well. so go on and be ur usual self - doing what u think is right. coz to me, u have really set a good role model and i often look up to u though there were numerous events which i had made you fuming mad. like last thurs. im sorry.

i really have no idea if u ll read my blog. i have told u my blog address quite a number of times but u just cant seem to rmb. but its ok i dun blame u. dun worry, ill take care of myself. i promise i will. plus mummy and popo as well. ill promise to keep my table clean. ill promise to pack the house once in a while. ill promise to manage my time well. ill promise not to go out so often and be back so late at night (except for trng ha). ill promise to spend wisely. ill promise to be obedient and not to make mummy and popo worry for me that much. ill promise to keep all these promises. =) meanwhile do take care and pls do call me whenever u can.

I LOVE U =)

love,

leepeng

so tonight's gonna be the first night im gonna sleep alone in my bedroom. wonder how its gonna be like. maybe ill sleep pretty soundly tonight coz im damn sleepy today. oh well LEEPENG!! U GOTTA BE STRONGER THAN THIS!! u'll be fine!! =)

♥ Sunday, May 27, 2007

LAST FRIDAY WAS BAKING DAY!!!

initially i tot my plan will be ruined. mummy and granny will be at home and they dun really like it when im in the kitchen!! WHY!! i think i can ~~cook~~ bake really well and i will pack up after im done. ha but when they saw how disappointed i was, they reluctantly agreed, provided i pack up the kitchen and make some for my sista's wedding which is TODAY!! made cupcakes for the first time and the usual cookies!! and i think my baking skills have improved!! famous amos should feel threatened since my ambition is to set up a cookie factory. ROAR!!

met up with jingxiu, chaikee and chit later at bugis!! had my all time fav seafood platter for 2!! =) it nv fails to excite me.. haha.. im glad that chit's first day at work was pretty good. and i hope that mine will good too!! ill start working at taka's laura ashley with xt on monday. i seriously hope it will be good. oh pls make it good!! passed the cookies and cupcakes to them. argh!! i dun wanna give jx alr!! keep criticizing my cupcakes!! =( my first attempt can!! and they kept laughing at the cupcakes coz they were so freaking low!!! roar!! this is called unique can!! hmph!! lol

shopping spree with sista on saturday!! went marina square ( oh yes AGAIN!!) and got myself two pairs of shoes, bottoms, and accessories. seriously, i think im addicting to accessories!! diva is having sales!! oh man!! this is madness can!! i got a pink necklace which is like only 15 bucks and i love it loads!! there are quite a number of pretty pretty earrings but i didnt manage to get them but i will go back there next week no matter wat!! muahaha

oh yes!! and i saw MINDY LEOW at bugis!! she's such a funny gal lah!! we were like 5m apart when i saw her and we juz stared at each other while munching away happily with our snack for quite a while. lolz!! pls buy us nice nice presents when u're in US k!! =)

alright, shall stop now. will continue blogging abt sis's tea ceremony real soon =)

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

♥ Wednesday, May 23, 2007

i wanna bake i wanna bake I WANNA BAKE!! =( muffins, cupcakes, cookies ANYTHING!! RAWR!! =)

today was good. met up with chit at tiong after bringing my grandma to see the doctor. tiong has really changed a lot since my secondary school days. its kinda boring over there (well dun ever THINK that u can spend half a day over there) but we managed to hang around there for abt more 3 hrs?? haha its the company i guess (oh chit are u honoured??). i seriously wonder why tbp was like paradise to us back in our secondary days. we were very easily satisfied back then huh?? since we are damn broke, we juz went to the body shop and played with the scents before heading towards the vcd shop and check out the new shows so that i can watch on youtube. whahaha. life of a ~~slacker~~ slacker who is broke.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

haha RANDOM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

♥ Tuesday, May 22, 2007

yep she's my sister

getting ready to parade around raffles city like this on sat night

and she doesnt know that her sis actually 'stole' a photo from her and upload on her blog

but be glad that i didnt put those unglam ones =)

seriously, i cant wait for this sunday. my cousins are gonna come over on saturday night and my aunt will be there as well to erm comb my sis's hair. haha traditions. and oh!! wj is gonna teach me how to play mahjong. yes yes?? =) and little mingen will appear on sunday with a bowtie. and janus will be here with his brothers in erm their jerseys while we gals will be dressed in white and pink. ha. pls rmb to to charge the battery and make sure that the memory card has space. =p

so i went for the interview this afternoon with a flu. how embarrassing, blowing my nose every minute throughout the interview. most prob i wun get the job. admin at tuas which is like at pulau ntu. OMG!! on my way to the interview i saw xiaotian and thanks to her, i might start work next week at taka as a sales promoter!! thurs will be the interview.. pls pls make it good!! im gonna be jobless for almost 2 weeks already. sigh

finished the whole box of panadol in two days. seriously it doesnt help anymore. tot having a short nap will be good but i was so wrong. felt even worse after i woke up. shucks. i hate it when im down with flu. and i cant sleep now after sleeping like a pig for 2 hours in the afternoon. urgh

Monday, May 21, 2007

♥ Monday, May 21, 2007

urgh.. here i am down with flu again. i think my immune system is non existent. shucks!! :(

oh and i bought a dress from mna for the tea ceremony this sunday which is like only 6 days away!! omg!! im totally not prepared for it. oh well, im not the one getting married but i haven gotten my sis's present and the bracelet!! oh dear oh dear!!

didnt manage to go for job hunting with chit today. went to deliver the cakes and the invitation cards to our relatives with my sis, granny, mummy and uncle. it was pretty cool, going to places that i haven been before. visiting relatives whom i seldom meet. it seems like CNY juz that i didnt manage to collect any ang bao this time. haha

gg for an interview at ngee ann city tml. wish me luck!! anw im pretty ok being jobless BUT i need the money!!! boooooo

6 more days and u'll be gone

Sunday, May 20, 2007

♥ Sunday, May 20, 2007

Valentine lyrics
(feat. Jim Brickman)

if there were no words
no way to speak
i would still hear you
if there were no tears
no way to feel inside i'd still feel for you

and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you wuld still have my heart until the end of time
you're all i need, my love, my Valentine.

all of my life
i have been waiting for
all you give to me
you've opened my eyes
and shown me how to love unselfishly

i've dreamed of this a thousand times before
in my dreams i couldn't love you more
i will give you my heart
until the end of time
you're all i need, my love, my Valentine

and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
'cause all i need is you, my Valentine
you're all i need, my love, my Valentine

Saturday, May 19, 2007

♥ Saturday, May 19, 2007

omg!! i cant believe it!! im now addicted to "devil beside you"thx to chit. ah meng is so shuai!!! =)

retail therapy for the past 2 days was good. Due to the GSS, i managed to get myself two tops, two pairs of ear rings and a necklace. one of the tops is from GAP and i love it lots!! im gonna wear it like every week!! woohoo!! chit and i were like shopping as if there's no tml, which is bad coz its all outflow and no inflow. but hey, im trying very hard to get a job ok!! went for the interview in candy empire and i seriously hope that they will call by tonight or sth. or ill have to look for another job on monday!! ok most prob ill have to. its like 10 pm and the manager still hasnt called me!!! argh!! =(

oh i haven gotten a dress for next week and the dinner itself. im so dead!! rawr!! shopping for dresses is damn boring!! i hate wearing dresses!! ekkkkssss!! and im gonna shop for dresses again tml after joining my sis for her gown fitting session. im gonna bring my camera!! =) so cool!! wheee

yar and im gonna have a primary school gathering next month!! how cool is that huh!! i seriously dun think we had any after we had graduated from kellock!! so this's gonna be the first one and perhaps the only one?? anw i cant rmb the names of those close friends i had back den. i noe im a damn bad friend!! =(

oh chit an i went to pan pacific hotel to pass my friend her tb. seriously i wonder how she get a job (nah its not chambermaid) there. and when she appeared, i almost couldnt recognise her. she dressed until damn mature can!! chit and i were like so embarrassed by out outfit when we saw her. haha. maybe i need some image makeover. ohoh. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY i saw quite a number of pilots at the hotel too!! this must be fate man!! muahahaha. ok they are not really good looking but i think guys look damn smart in uniforms. well not SCHOOL uniforms but UNIFORMS. dun u think so?? =p

oh i noe this post is pretty random. im gonna continue with my "devil beside you". my ah meng is waiting for me. teeheehee. i think i can finish the whole series by tml. seriously addicted to it!!

8 more days and u ll be gone.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

♥ Thursday, May 17, 2007

what to do when u are jobless and u have nth to do and u are on a tight budget

send ur resume to all the companies at Jobs DB
watch the taiwanese and korean dramas u have always wanted to watch on youtube. Im currently watching it started with a kiss and GoongS
do all the personality tests and laugh at the outcome. ok i sound like a total retard
go to blogger.com and update ur blog like 830932 times a day
take out those old vcds and watch them again
do housework eeeeeeekkkks!!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

♥ Wednesday, May 16, 2007

DARN. so ill be jobless for at least the next few days. supposed to go bugis with chit chan but she received a call from april regarding the trng for the next project which is at 2 pm. so bye bye bugis. bye bye ice cream. bye bye library. and bye bye big face watches. sigh

trng was kns. the whole 2.5 hrs i was trying very hard to keep myself awake. the speaker was giving an intoduction of the products that the company is selling which i seriously dun give a damn. i was having a bad mood coz this stupid trng spoiled my shopping plan. argh. and in the end we realised that we have to PROMOTE those pc to the retailers. oh GREAT. i hate doing sales. no way!! so i guess chit and i are officially jobless now after working for erm one week. haha. so today is a super waste time day. should have juz gone shopping lah!! bleahz

i wanna work at Ben and Jerry's and help the customers test the ice cream. as in i eat the ice cream. hurhur COOL!!

♥ Wednesday, May 16, 2007

ella, chit and charcoal black me

darn!! i look damn black

OMGOMGOMG =(

The other side of the table

Our side

and i was not crying.. >_<

Those present for the ntu team gathering

how we ll look like when we are old...
i think i look like my granny =)
yes yes?? =)

Haagen Dazs!!!
i love summer berries and cream, belgian chocolate and strawberry cheesecake ice cream!!
=)

team gathering at vivocity marche this evening. food was erm so-so. luckily we had dessert at haagen dazs to compensate it and the company was great. by the time we finished our dinner most of the shops were closed. no ringo donuts!! =( went e-zone after that and i seriously cant rmb when was the last time i stepped into an arcade. my favorite game?? it has to be ishii bashi (i cant rmb the name) and the hockey game. i guess theres still a child in all of us

so today is the last day for the symantec project. chit and i are gonna have a 3 day break b4 we start on our next project which is until mid june. so any1 wanna make an appointment with me pls contact my secretary miss yew. erm its actually the same person. DUH. im damn crappy tonight. haha. and i promise i wun pangseh any1!!! =)

today i called quite a number of funny pple

No 1

me: hi! im calling on behalf of symantec and im looking for *paused a while* Dragon Li

the other person on the line: yes thats me

haha i mean who will name himself dragon?? its like,"hi, I'm Shark. Shark Yew."

No 2

me: hi can i speak to Ms So?

the other person: oh u're looking for So BoBo??

omg!! wat a name!! i couldnt stop laughing!! lol lol!!

No 3

me: halo halo can u hear me?? (the connection was a little retarded)

the other person: halo halo halo??

me: wei?? ni ting de dao wo ma??

the other person: wei wei wei?? i cant heard u!! halo halo halo??

me: ok ill call back again. bye

the other person: ok. bye

i was like huh!?!? was he like pretending or wat?? i was pretty sure he could hear me base on the last part. darn. hes a bad liar

ok. lets pray hard that the next project will be as fun as symantec

and im freaking broke!! i wanna marry a rich, handsome, smart pilot with a great bod ~~and den divorce him so that i can get an alimony from him for at least the next few years~~ *GRINS*

12 more days and u ll be gone

Monday, May 14, 2007

♥ Monday, May 14, 2007

13 more days and u'll be gone :(

Sunday, May 13, 2007

♥ Sunday, May 13, 2007

PS, Chit, ME, Huili and Joanneh

12478
~~Can buy 4D~~
apparently ps and i are trying to be TALL
and i am 165 cm ok!! =)

NG1

NG2

FINALLY
A GOOD FULL TEAM PHOTO =)

the 2 3 gorgeous US =)

the 2 matches this weekend were pretty good. Well at least we fought hard! like wat ps has said although we may not have the ~~talents~~ skills, we played hard with our heart!! how very true!! we may have lost but we agreed that it was a one of the better games we have played. today's game will be the last game in this grouping. no more cheeseball/meatball and 1,2,3,4 :(.. but nvm lets work hard tgt for the next competition =)

things I have learnt from SRRR

MOVE!!! Dun be stagnant
dun be stunned after blocking the ball. GO FOR THE BALL (ps said she could count the no of seconds for me to react like argh).. sigh i really need time to process in my mind when i managed to blocked the ball. even my sis laughed at me. BOOO
Pass to hand. play possession. Support.

Work hard for the next competition bah!! JIAYOU!! =)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!! =)

Fast food should come in cigar style warnings!! den ill stop eating fast food for at least the next 2 years. argh i feel fat!! *playing with the fats around my waist* OMG!! DISGUSTING!! =(

♥ Sunday, May 13, 2007

i did a silly 'The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test' as recommended by chit chan and i am CHUNKY MONKEY!! try this website http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=338886042745332086

You scored 85% SWEET, 77% CHUNKY, and 81% UNIQUE!

Frankly, you are nuts and you don't give a damn! You've got it all- you're a loving, caring person who enjoys getting wild & crazy and has a mind completely open to new experiences. You are a barrel of laughs and always up to something. You could probably stand to tone it down some and get your head out of the clouds, but there's nothing wrong with livin' it up now and then, and you certainly do!

In short, it is trying to say that im ~~retarded~~ unique -_-

♥ Sunday, May 13, 2007

Those present on that day