Wednesday, October 31, 2007
♥ Wednesday, October 31, 2007
oh girl. if today isnt your day, then it isnt your day. if u are fated not to get the ans then no matter how much u study, u just wun get the ans. like juz now, during the quiz i couldnt get the ans even though i got all my simultaneous equations correct. and then 10 mins later after the quiz, i tried to do the qn again all by myself and i got it. i really wanted to scold the F word like seriously. its getting more and more demoralizing and im starting to doubt my abilities. which i shouldnt esp when its like the exam period. i cant help it. every1 ard me seem to have a GPA of at least 4. should have juz gone for trng last night. shucks.
i wanna add 2 more items to my wishlist
- i wanna get a pair of miadidas =)
- jay chou world tour 2008 (17th jan). any1 wanna go with me??? =)
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
♥ Tuesday, October 30, 2007
i have a maths quiz tml which im gonna die for. but i cant seem to concentrate. those mathematical formula and symbols just turn me off. missed trng on sunday and today juz for it. plus the investment project of coz. and after thurs, most prob i wun be gg back to skool till exams. oh well. can be considered as a week break for me to prepare for my exams (not really enough for me actually).oh man.
some pple in school juz pissed me off this afternoon. of coz i wun say who. and i dun have the habit of throwing my temper in front of pple whom im not really close to. so perhaps that some1 will nv ever know im angry with her. great. if u are reading this, i juz hope that if u need help from other people next time, pls be more courteous abt it. i do not have the oligation to help u. so stop pissing pple off juz to get ur work done asap. period.
wishlist for the yr 2007 (i know its kinda late. maybe a wishlist for christmas?)
- i hope i wun regret on the decisions that i have made this yr. whether its having b and f as my spec or not gg for trng to study for my quiz, i just hope i have made the right decision.
- i hope to appreciate the little things in life. like the kid i saw at 7-11 just now. could really see how happy he was when his mum actually allowed him to grab a chocolate bar from the shelf. i wonder when was the last time i was THAT happy. of coz, u would say that as u grow older, all these stuff wun interest u at all. den wat would? seriously, i dunno for now. if thats the case, i hope to be a kid that wun grow up. perhaps i have set expectations thats too high for me to achieve which thus made me more disappointed. maybe.
- i hope to take part in another 10km run/rowing b4 the yr end (not the stand chart one). but im broke. haiz.
hiaz. maybe i should just continue mugging for my quiz again. ciao.
Monday, October 29, 2007
♥ Monday, October 29, 2007
managed to complete the 10 km run ytd
thanks gal!!
at least we completed it tgt
*hugs*
Friday, October 26, 2007
♥ Friday, October 26, 2007
its now 650 am and im gonna give myself like a 10 mins break b4 i start to do my research on my investment project (which is due next week). sigh.
i had dinner at nydc with my sis last night. was complaining how school really sux for me especially when its pretty near the exams and here i am trying to do my investment research. i mean seriously. sometimes i just think that im in the wrong spec. like when pple are worried about whether they can get A-s for their quizes/exams, im wondering whether i can pass it! gosh! thats really a great diff. last night i felt really demoralised during investment discussion as i felt pretty lost when they used terms like CDO (which i still have no idea what it is). during my 4 hr break, zy was alr starting on the past yr exam paper for 212maths. and i was lost for investment seminar too. wats derivatives, long call, short put, forward contracts, face value, par value. im still trying to see a connection between them. haiz. i feel sad for myself sometimes.
last night, my sis was kinda comparing me with her super young sister-in-law (younger than me) and was wondering why there's such a huge diff btw us. hmmmm like she's more mature than me and is now looking after a kid and here i am acting like one, whining to her how school sucks and how stoopid i feel. sigh. that makes me wonder whether motherhood can change a person's character. i dunno for me but i noe im definitely not prepared to be a mum at my age. too huge a responsibility i feel. i dun think i can be a good mum now (maybe in future as well? wells i dunno). im just trying to enjoy my life to the fullest currently. sigh. ok. for now, im super not enjoying it. life of a student sucks. =(
HAIZ
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
♥ Wednesday, October 24, 2007
got back my maths quiz. B-. GOSH. damn cui-ed. SIGH. not that i didnt study for it.
and i just realised that im so gonna die next week. 2 presentations. 2 quizes. 1 project deadline which i haven started doing. and i realised it like just now. shit man. i cant wait for next week to pass. alright i cant wait for 23rd nov. SIGH
im damn happy. my tuition kid got A2 for combined science. ok let's hope that she didnt get like A1 in sem1. oh wells
Jenny by THE CLICK FIVE
She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)
She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)
You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)
I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
my fav song currently =)
Friday, October 19, 2007
♥ Friday, October 19, 2007
im pretty relieved that this week is over!! had a 212 quiz last wed which i studied like damn hard for. even skipped trng for it coz i noe ill definitely fail the quiz if i go for it. exp Inx=x. oh i juz knew that the day b4 my quiz. -_- oh yes! im THAT pathetic. studied until like 330am for it and even had tips from my damn pro acc102 projectmate (who's in the dean's list with a GPA of 4.9?? why do pple like him even exist?).slept on my desk until the next morning and realised my projectmates nudged me and tried to wake me up but i still didnt manage to. AND IN THE END??! i didnt know how to do the question. DAMN SIAN LAH!! should have skipped that class and take the quiz on thurs so that i can get the solutions from krys they all b4 the quiz. haiz. oh and wed was the deadline for my acc project. and for the first time, i was still editing the report at 1240pm when we had to submit by erm 1pm. damn pro. we even had to RUN to the nbs office and submit. 12.58pm. PHEW
oh yes. and i think my acc projectmate damn enthu. after wed, he actually emailed all of us how relieve he was after submitting the report, what we should have done to avoid those mistakes we have made during the meeting, blah blah blah. seriously, im very impressed with the way he does his work. i mean seriously. very organized. extremely organised.like more organised than mr andrew smart(thats his middle name) liew. i wish im at least half as organised as him. sigh.
so im gonna have another maths quiz the week after, and the inv project(which we haven started) deadline on the same week, my 10km run next sunday. sigh. i cant wait for 23rd nov. sighpie. mudpie. chicken pie. apple pie. ok no link.
and i juz formed my fyp group!! =) though i still feel that its a little too early, its always better to form first or else u ll end up doing with pple u dunno. alright. back to my books. BANKAI!!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
♥ Wednesday, October 10, 2007
so i decided to give myself a break from all the datelines and quizes that are coming up the next few weeks. i shall self declare school holiday on thursday and skip emotions. so instead of a 3 day week, i shall have a 1.5 day week this week. hoohoohoo. i noe. alot of pple juz wanna kill me now. but that means i need to catch up with my work! im lagging for maths and accounting alr (oh yes!! immediately after the quiz! well done)so shall stay home and mug. oh wells. leepeng is switching on her mugger mode soon. hurhur
and i saw a dead rat on my way home. told chit abt it and she commented that she saw a flattened frog at the interchange. and sumhow i juz feel sad for these animals. they juz wanna go across but they kena crashed by us humans. like once, we had some class dinner and yw actually kicked the snail to the side of the pavement. damn evil right!! but he actually said that if he didnt do that, it might be killed by others. BUT WAT IF THE SNAIL CAME FROM THE SIDE HE KICKED IT TO!?!? THE SNAIL DAMN POOR THING LARH!! haha ok. i think i kinda over reacted. -_-
hahaha
Sunday, October 07, 2007
♥ Sunday, October 07, 2007
I am damn pissed/sad/stressed.(choose any. it wun make a diff)
- my emotions got c+. and i juz SU it. GREAT
- and i got 75% for maths. even with the maths goddess notes. so hopeless. SIGH
- and i juz passed for ytd's acc quiz. like 50%. and i dun think excel is so gonna pull up my grade. well done. i think im gonna fail for that module.
- account project due next wed. haven touch the part im doing which is due on tues.
- investment quiz. haven finish mugging
- maths next week. ARGH
- trng was bad. stamina damn lousy. i kept having flashbacks. images of when i was running back in nj days. GOSH
SIGH!!
i guess wanna scream!!!
FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE!!!
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I WANNA EAT HOT FUDGE.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
♥ Thursday, October 04, 2007
i decided not to go for emotions this afternoon. had a really bad tummy upset this morning and i was heading towards the washroom like every 1 hr. -_- and i realised that the bus interchange's ladies is pretty clean. hahaha
so i decided to go to my uncle's place after lunch with krys and the rest. mingen juz had his oral exam and was trying to tell my granny abt it and he said in cantonese,"yao hao(mouth) hao si" i burst out laughing and i realised i dunno wats that in cantonese as well. -_- oh well. time to brush up my cantonese. ahahha
oh i met this new friend for investment and hes damn cool. hes from korea and hes like freaky good in rubik cube. he can actually solve it in less than a min!! and he claimed that that was how he wooed his gf. OMG. and his was like damn tough? coz his has numbers on each square and it has to be in order when he solve it. he tried teaching us but i guess i was too dumb for this game. was playing with it at canteen b and i realise why hy is sooo addicted to it. hurhur. and i played with it for 0.5hr. -_-
meeting jingxiu at nus tml. time to MUG for accounting quiz on sattt. RAH
Monday, October 01, 2007
♥ Monday, October 01, 2007
so today is the lastt day of recess. ok not really coz i dun have monday lessons. haha ENVY ME. so im gonna spend my whole day mugging accounting. interesting life i have. -_- oh ok lah. gonna give tuition tml as well which was suppose to be today. well i didnt noe.hahaah
i have been sleeping at like 3 am every night and waking up at 830am?? oh well lets see how long i can survive. freaking buzy. many tests and project deadlines coming up. project meetings, trng and intensive tuition for the tuition kid. and i have to train for my standard chartered run though its like only 10km. and i juz signed up the new balance run with hy. which is like end of october. oh hy!! be nice and run slowwwwwllllyyyy with me k! lol
OH YES. went to celebrate elaine's bday on sat. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!! finally 21!! hurhurhur.
and happy birthday mindy leow!!
and happy children's day!!!
