every beat of my heart

Friday, August 29, 2008

♥ Friday, August 29, 2008

fetus, log, yearner, soldier, free fall, starfish. so wad is your sleeping position?

mine's free fall.

Freefall: 7% of the cases - sleeping on your stomach with your hands around the pillow, and your head turned to one side. Sociable and brash people, can be bad tempered, rejecting criticism, or extreme situations.

somehow i have a feeling hy is so gonna agree with the 'bad tempered, rejecting criticism or extreme situations'. HA!

so tml's the nat champs. NTU ARE U READY??

Thursday, August 28, 2008

♥ Thursday, August 28, 2008

haiz. i hate school fullstop. i travelled like 1hr to school just to meet the fyp prof for like 10 mins and now im at reading room slacking, waiting for my sis to come. alot of research to be done for fyp by next week and im not even done for tml's meeting. oh great and i realised that i have korean listening tml too sian.

anw updates updates!! (since im kinda brainfried and refused to continue my 219)

sat: friendlies with sp, rain, steamboat, rain and friendlies with nus high
sunday: SBR with running partner-s, completed in 1h12m (my target is within 1 hr actually which is far from it haha)? hurhur. was dying at the 7th km though. oh man oh man oh man. shall train harderrrr!! anw PHOTOS!! (:

and i dirtied my shoes boohoooo!!

went to queue for the nike run goodie bags and i cant believe i am actually willing to queue for like 2.5hrs!! at least jb was with me so the wait wasnt that bad. I LOVE MY NIKE RUN SHIRT!! (:

NEXT - ANDREW'S 21ST-62ND BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. PHOTOS FIRST...

THE STAR - KUGGIEEEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!!! (:

celebration was a ok, at least i get to catch up with my yr 1 peeps. for the 2 hrs there, my full attention was on the tv which was showing the olympics closing ceremony. and im kinda sad that olympics has come to an end. now when i switched on the tv it's either showing some cooking program or oprah. boohooo! i want my diving, track and field, swimming, gymnas blah! RAHHH!

busy week this week and i cant believe the weekend is approachinggg - NATCHAMPS IS BEGINNINGGGGG (which is gonna last for 3 weekends) 5 games this weekend and im done (i sound as though its easy -_-) erm ok im actually looking forward to the human race more which is the wrong focus actually. ha! oh wellll sighhhhh

oh! and i finally installed the nike+ utility setup! and i covered 77.68km in this mth alone!!! woohooooo! ECSTATIC (:

and im 7. leepie - GO NTU!!

ok this is so randommmmmm. and im still waiting for my sis. ROARRRR

Friday, August 22, 2008

♥ Friday, August 22, 2008

i really really should not be here. time is really reallly running out and it seems like i have no time for anything. korean and finally jap is killing me. haven touched 219 proj and great fyp research after we have just changed the topic. 214 is dead. -_-. friendlies tml, run on sunday, collecting nike goodie bag, andrew's bday on sunday, competition starting next week, hf's 21st party, nike run on 31st. RAHHHHHHH!!~~~~~

this week isnt any better and in a split second, its alr friday and the end of week 3. fyp meetings, meetings again. but at least fypmates were great and we keep each other sane by being insane. haha irony! OHHHH! and i met up with the SIF peeps at shokudo this evening!!

i though it would be rather weird becoz i was the only intern present (the rest were temps). funny how we managed to click immediately when we saw each other, all the suanning and gossiping just start comfortably. we should have more of such gatherings, with mindy and the rest of coz (:

and to one of my dearest k2 partner-s:
i received ur msg and u know wad? the mistake was a blessing in disguise and after the incident, we became much closer dont u think so? and that is more impt than anything else.. (:

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008

went to the networking session ytd. it was rather impressive, listening to the talks by the major banks, getting to know the culture, the type of pple they are looking for, and the different jobscopes in the different departments. at least after the whole session i know wad positions i am NOT suitable for. hur! pple in cs seems nice, at least they are patient enough to ans any doubts i have. but getting in is like me getting into harvard. haiz! DOUSHITTE!!

lost for fyp, need to research for 214 and prepare the report for 219. who says business damn slack huh!! boohoooo

Monday, August 18, 2008

♥ Monday, August 18, 2008

still sickkk... and too little time... haiz

and ewwww!! the cough syrup tastes very weird this time.

*cough cough cough*

Saturday, August 16, 2008

♥ Saturday, August 16, 2008

f. today questions just kept popping up my mind that i felt so confused, so helpless. why is she acting like that again? why am i in the wrong? why my sis doesnt side me? why was i so frank in the first place that caused me in deep shit? why is she comparing me to others? what have i not done enough? why is it so unfair? why cant i be like the rest (ok majority i mean)? why must i always listen to her? why am i tearing when i know myself that im not in the wrong even though everyone thinks i am? why do i feel like im controlled by her, when i do not agree with her at alll?

WHYYYYY!! why do i feel like im facing all these all by myself......

Thursday, August 14, 2008

♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008

i am in the 'omg! i am in school on thursday when i have no classes!' mood.

in short - i am damn sian.

at least trng makes me feel a little better. (:

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

another secondhand serenade's video(:

'i was born to tell you i love you. isn't that a song already? i get a B in originality'

SWEET! (:

♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

just came back from trng. cant believe wad i just did. yep how could i actually do that just because i felt like shit and coughing made it worse. if i can turn back time, i would nv ever do that again, not to anyone. just endure, just for another 1+ month, and everything will be over. SOOON. though i wonder how it will be like. next time.

i am sad, depressed, despirited, dejected blah! i need endorphins!! E-N-D-O-R-P-H-I-N-S!! i miss running, badly. have not been using my sportband for the past 4 days, and still counting. still coughing badly, so bad that at times i would be woken up by my coughs. so bad that i would need to gasp for air while coughing rhythmically. shucks! when will it stop seriously.......

work is piling, just had a korean quiz which i totally flunk. meeting my fyp tutor tml. project meeting on friday. oh dear. its alr the start of yr3sem1!!

*cough cough cough*

Saturday, August 09, 2008

♥ Saturday, August 09, 2008

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

oh man! i love this song. love the lyrics. love secondhand serenade. (:

♥ Saturday, August 09, 2008

oh my!!! this is gonna be my 300th post!! i have been blogging since may 2006 and i'm in fact still blogging. seriously, i thought my blog would just rot with the spidey webs and fungi because im not a consistent blogger and i think pple are not really interested in my personal life. but oh well i shall continue to do so for recollection's sake.

first thing - i'm sickkkkk!
my throat hurts and i feel a little feverish. and i think its due to wed night. ): NO MORE WEDNESDAY NIGHTS FOR MEEEE!!rahhhhhh!!

met up with jingxiu at vivocity for lunch ytd. jx is like super hardworking ytd - she went for both morning and evening sessions!! (see jx i actually praise u on my blog! sm reads my blog lor! u owe me lunch! BAHHHH!!).

and then we went to daiso.

i loveee daisooo!! it has everything and anythingg. i bought rubbish again. as usual. HAHA

oh yar. rmb the mr yong look alike statue at vivo!! i just realised that it actually rotates!! cooolnesss! ha ok random!

oh and after that i joined the nus canoeing team for ball games. wait. frisbee. that jx bluffed me. -__- and i realised like half of the team is from nj - sm, xt, derwin, wong, yq, kevin, wj, zw, jh. WOW! anw i just played for less than an hr before meeting hy for dinner at square2.

the 3 out of 10 side dishes
the pancake and more sides
the sweet potato noodles. not badd lehhh! i loveee the mushroom!! (:
the ginseng chicken (with rice stuffed in it)

the sides that hy doesnt really fancyyy. HAHA
FINALLY. sth she eats. LOL. plain rice with sweet potato and carrot slices on top. it tasted like erm plain rice.
us happy with our meal! (btw im taller than hy!!! )

anw, if u guys have a craving for korean foood, try square2's korean family restaurant. love its sides but its a little pricey. anw i think the one at far east is not baddd too. that hy doesnt really like it though. ohh! btw if u want to find a partner to have korean food with, find hy!! she loves korean foood and will nv say no to kf and the best part!!!?? she doesnt like the kimchi and many of the sides (the spicy but the really goood ones) and so u will get to have all of them! LOL. ok im damn evil but i still loveee u lah hy! (:

haiz. the clinic is not opened today because its nat day and i only have panadol extra and vitamin c pills. only can see the doctor tml morning. ohh mannn ohh mannn ohhh mannnn. how am i gonna survive tonight?! booohoooo.

im gonna miss the nike trial run tml. and im craving for cupcakes and egg tarts. gosh. random again. ARGH!

Thursday, August 07, 2008

♥ Thursday, August 07, 2008

last night was perhaps one of the nights I'll nv want to rmb. drank. puked. sweared. fell. slept. chit told me all the silly things i did which i seriously had no recollection at all. oh well, maybe its better not to rmb at all. just laugh and forget. next time ill be in better control. oh well, maybe not another time.

the girls

those present (+jh and melvin)

the chocolates andrew bought from the store owned by warren buffett

and finally! i had my dimsum buffet at harbourfront's dragongate. that mr wong was supposed to organise but he seriously suck at organising gatherings. we were supposed to go dempsey rd during the PA period and now i haven even been there. oh mannnn. TSKKK. =p

anw, andrew and mindy are back!! and hy toooo!! finally pple are beginning to come back! yeahness!! *BEAMSSS* and im meeting up with hy for tml's dinner. like finally after not meeting up with her for almost 2 mths.

school is alright this week. had two lessons this week and i almost dozed off at the last 1 hr. and for the first time, i wun be in the same class with mindy for any modules this sem. from seeing each other (even during weekends) last sem to not seeing each other anymore this sem. sadness. and seeing the freshies this sem looking so young and enthusiastic makes me feel damn oldddd. oh yes. did i mention im like taking yr 2 modules this sem? and ill be doing projects with them since the tutor doesnt really allow us to form our own grp. sianX123220947.

and im addicted to we got married! loveee andyyy and the unrealistic husband alex. HA!

Monday, August 04, 2008

♥ Monday, August 04, 2008

updates UPDATES!!
- my lappy is spoilt. just sent it for servicing and now everything is all gone. SHUCKS.
- im taking korean and jap1 with running partner this sem (:
- I HAVE A 3 DAYY WEEEEKKK!!(: and my exams are super spread out - 13, 18, 24, 28. ewww
- watched dark knight with zy and yl, and bugis street shopping
- picnic at botanic gardens with michelle, chit and ps last sat
- gg to taiwan and hk this dec with uncle and cousins. no more japan trip boohoo

ok. i know i end rather abruptly. HA. but i gtg now. BYE. (: