omg. dies. i just screwed up my korean test this afternoon. and i thought after watching east of eden and we got married the day before, it will kinda help improve my korean by erm at least a little. ha! should have just keep watching instead of restraining myself. whahaha.

and i want my 남편 to be like hyunjoong (see below). this way i think i will be super entertained for the rest of my life. or song seung hun oppa! :D



and i love each a cup's strawberry oreo ice blended. and i think my hair now looks like jaejoong's. ha chit said his hair is even longer than mine! BAHHHHH

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this is so funny that i totally feel like laughing. ok im kidding. the results kinda scares me. i myself find me soo vulnerable now. or should i say weird. anyway it scares me -___-

ok shall start mugging... tmr. ha





currently my fav song (:

ok now im blogging when i shouldnt. as usual. supposed to edit my report but im freaking lazy and maybe ill do it like 21mins later (i dunno why 21mins. just some random number. ha)

i gotta admit that since the start of this mth, most of my entries are pretty emo-ish. and its really tiring, u know to be constantly mad at some1. maybe i should not be so petty and just forget about them. yeaa..

on the bright side, i managed to get ONE ticket to the kpop concert which is next tues, 4th nov!! ha! i even purposely came early for korean lesson today in case my tutor change her mind and decide not to give me because im always late for her class. and ill be preparing kimbap during the next korean lesson too and maybe i should save some for andy-sshi (if im not wrong i rmb he likes girls who can cook. or is it yunho? oh watever). ha ok i should stop dreaming.

and i suddenly miss my SISTER. BADLY! ps was telling me how she's trying to save for her aussie trip this coming dec like gg back for dinner and stuff. ha. i thought of how i actually managed to survive back then when my allowance was kinda depressing at the beginning of my uni days. and i recalled those days when i had meals with my sis outside(well my family doesnt cook) and i would 'forget' to bring my wallet/ bring my nets card when i know apparently the place doesnt accept nets (like yakun and BK)/ complain how bad my day went and suddenly hint to her that nydc's mudpie would definitely cheer me up. ha! jie if u are reading this (well u said u will read this blog if u have the time), i wanna thank you for being such a great sister for the past 21 years, despite all the arguments we had since we were young and even more now due to our different opinions. thanks for teaching me what it takes to be a younger sister and see things in a different perspective. thanks for being so supportive eventually, though sometimes i make empty promises and break your heart. thanks for ur advice over the years and the sisterly moments like last sunday when we would just insult each other's tastes in clothes and shoes and sob for not buying anything, talking about our dreams about working in a hotel, walking ard in the carpark looking for ur car. thanks for waiting for me to end my lessons/meetings so that u can drive me ard. and many many more..

I LOVE U SIS! (:

ok. 21 mins is up. report time now. sighhh

so in the end, i didnt accomplish much studying today. went ecp to cycle with chit, ps, jo and elaine. den shopping with sis, got a pair of pretty shoes and gym all the way till evening. yet eventually, all these have no positive effect on me anymore. no more.

u know sometimes things happen so frequent, u think being numb towards them can get pass the stage. yet in the end u know it does matter. and there isnt any way u can escape from it. no way.

i know. life isnt fair. but why experiencing it is alot harder than the words itself. im tired beyond belief.

i was talking to wj this evening abt all the food scandals and stuff and we were thinking whether eventually in future, we have no choice but to grow our own food and start the whole barter trade thing like wad our ancestors used to do. wj suggested rearing cows and chickens in nz and maybe wy will be in charge of selling milk to the neighbours (since shes damn freaking scared of animals). this kind of life sounds goooood. ha.

sometimes u are just. so. unbelievable. i dunno whether i should be calling myself stupid for letting u be the first to know abt it. or be mad at u because u just tell the rest so easily. u know when i tell u abt it, i do EXPECT u to keep it a secret. and this isnt the first time. sometimes i wanna know whats in ur mind when u did this. or forget it. maybe i should pick the former.

trusting some1 is difficult. i trust you yet you just choose to break that trust.

GREAT.



omg east of eden! one show i wanna watch! got song seung heon can!! the one in autumn in my heart which made me go gaga over korean dramas! den he went on to fulfill his military duties and now hes back!! <3 <3 <3 and kim bum toooo! he is like how cute!! hes erm 19. and hes in the korean version of boys over flowers! ha. and lee da hae too. the my girl-girl. she's kinda different here, looking pretty mature, not the super act cute tour guide/conman who makes jam anymore. gosh i wanna watch can! and now im like at episode 1 part 2 (there are like 6 parts for each episode. LOL). ok i know. its exams time. yes yes.

and after today, im like 99.999% sure that my korean tutor doesnt like me. i rmb last friday i was complaining that she skipped my turn when each of us was supposed to ans one qn from the text. and today, she decided to compensate by letting me read out my essay to the class. and i took like 20mins to write that essay (ha. u know when u s/u u just dont care alr). the title was 'if i have 50,000,000 won'. ok its damn lame. i rmb i said sth like,'동방신기 음악회 가요' and ' 남자 친구가 없어요. 그래서 결혼하지 않아요.' true wad. dunno why they find it so funny. and i had lots of difficulty reading it and i wonder if i really wrote it. ha -__-

anw, i am trying to get the Kpop ticket. ha then can see wondergirls. bahhh. but then again, my tutor will give out the tickets so maybe its pretty low chance that i will get it. ha

i came across one of my crushes's blog (ok i lied. its some celebrity's blog. ha!) and i saw this and i thought it was rather sweet and i would like to share with u guys. (:

life's pretty stagnant now. oh yeps ytd i ran the longest distance in my life - 15km!! completed with chit, ps and michelle. many thanks to them for completing the run with me coz we experienced a lot of fengfengyuyu along the way. smart me ran without socks and i had to borrow one (and its those cool funky socks we used to wear back in primary school. u know those ultra long types and we had to roll them down haha) from one of the SJAB members along the way. oh yes. i was suffering from blisters along the way and i thought i was gonna run to the finishing line BARE FOOTED (u know like those cavemen kenyan runners). ha. oh yeps saw jb along the way too den i lost him again. andrew should go join him instead of stealing all his shirts from the runs he signed up for. :p

I WANNA RUN SOMEMORE!! ):

ok maybe i should start mugging for exams. was talking to my fypmates last friday and mr lin has alr come out with a mugging plan for his exams. ok i just finished reading the introduction for 214 and im dying alr. opposite me now is miss xie doing her lab report (which she intends to complete within one day! hurhur! good luck man!). we just finished a slice of cheesecake and im hungry now. its 6.56pm and im still hours away from dinner. *growls* omg im so bored. BAH!!

ok. seminar 2 notes now. wish me luck~

korean lessons are such a torture. my friend alex-ssi and i were like counting down every lesson now and wished that time could pass faster at the very start of the lesson. and thats not it. i think its 99% confirmed that my korean tutor doesnt like me. she purposely skipped my turn coz i kept yawning in her class. wth. this shows there's sth wrong with her teaching, ISNT IT?! hohoho. ohhh welll (:

and finally sth good is happening to me this sem - i managed got my hands on dbsk's MIROTIC album! LOVE IN THE ICE! loveeee <3 i want jay chou's new album tooooo! (:

anw, there's this new cake shop cum cafe at holland v ard which is like damn cool - its totally like my dream shop! its called purple rose and it sells everything i wanna sell - brownies, dessert bars and oh-so-delicious triple chocolate cake, strawberry shortcake, blackforest cake blah. im thinking whether i should work part time there u know, learn some skills and after i graduate, i can set up a cake shop of my own too! OMG whahaha (:

REAL RUN 2008. 15km. tmr. 7.45am. dies. oh man.

The road that never ends next ends around the bend I see your smile whoah whoah
I'd swim across the sea to be with you for a while whoah whoah

bah! random!!

shucks man! i think i have been gaining weight since i stop cp. i just keep snacking to keep myself awake and midnight snack is a must have now! ok i better run tmr, maybe i should run towards simply bread direction.


OMG YEW LEE PENG U SHOULD REALLY STOP THINKING ABT FOODDDDD!!!!

everytime i tell pple the decision i have made, they will just ask the same question, 'huh really!? how come? why?' then i will be like, 'errr, like that lor. aha.' its like, i dunno what to say or do anymore. things that seem so easy eventually became difficult without any reason. the thing is nothing has changed. i guess its me. i am the one who has changed, im the one who actually woke up and realise how certain things dont matter anymore. everytime others brought up the matter, i will use humour to cover and surprisingly it works most of the time. ha

and im glad that im getting busier now, at least it can put my mind off certain issues. just wake up, work like a cow, sleep like a log (even hy hitting me damn hard / 3 alarms has no effect on me) and run (now running is secondary. i love my bed now. ha!)

anw life has been good these days. had 3 buffets since friday and two were from swissotel and pan pacific, retail therapy, running with the girls, SIMPLY BREAD, birthday celebration, focus group discussion which really made me think what i wanna do in future (omg! starwoods really does sound interesting as described by mindy and jh! but apparently the chances of me woking there is like credit suisse). and the funny thing is we were the only baf students in the group and none of us actually wanna work in banks in future. yeah i know, we wasted 3 spaces in baf. ha!

ok the noose time! (:

i realise i haven been blogging abt school recently. oh well school has been uninteresting these days and if i start talking about school, most prob is complaining abt school instead of talking abt it. complaining how work is piling up, complaining that my prof seriously sucks (in fact the worst throughout my entire life in ntu), complaining how tough korean is and that i just s/u it today. so i decided not to (oh wait! i just complaint didnt i?) or the content here will be almost the same as my fellow nbs-mates. ha!

anw, after meeting my fyp prof for less than 5 mins today, i decided to do a little research and emailing while waiting for my sis so i went fal. my initial 5-10 mins was pretty peaceful until this BI*** super irritating woman sat beside me with her friend in front of me. sitting beside her for 10 mins was such a torture, seriously. firstly, she spoke in this idiotic slang that made her sound like a total retard. secondly, she was so loud, i swear i could even hear her from the other end of the fal. and that's not all. the content of their conversation was like wth!

1. X: oh my, is that xxx's cousin? she's so ugly. if i were xxx, i wouldnt even post her picture.
- omg! *roll eyes* lucky for xxx's cousin, she doesnt have a cousin like her.

2. X: ewww, i dont like that girl from our class. she thinks she's super gorgeous and always speak with a slang.
- erms...

3. X's friend: hey i realise the photos in ur fb, your clothes like nv repeat man.
X: oh u mean just like GG?
-wow. that's classic. i almost LOL-ed and died on the spot.

seriously, i kept rolling my eyes with almost every comment she made that my vision became blur while looking at the spreadsheet. and i left after 10 mins. ha! some pple in nbs are just so entertaining. in the wrong way.

i miss running badlyyyy ):

me: please run with me! 15k eh! thats my longest distance ever! will really love to complete with u guys! plus there will be a mud trail! if u dont come, i think i will just sink in the mud!

michelle: ha sink with u lo!

sigh.
i miss.

thanks for the call, it really did mean a lot to me. and u know who u are (:

i dunno whether i should say it here, but till now i am still sitting on the fence.

should i or should i not? when both will eventually make me hate myself even more.

haiz

TOM AND JERRY!! jerry always amazes me! ahha

teenage mutant ninja turtles! oh yeah and the rat. lol

THE pink panther! and its PINK!
popeye the sailorman... oh and oliveee plus the spinach
sesame street!! i used to like cookie monster a lot and now elmo
spiderman!! that was before the movie came out
u know wad. i don't remember liking strawberry shortcake but i rmb i used to have a strawberry shortcake dollhouse which my sister passed down to me and i had to force myself to let my barbie live in it. in the end, i think i damaged it by sitting on it. ha! i am pretty destructive since young!!
power rangers!! and my fav is the pink one. *shy*
i used to like the lion king too but not as crazy as hy. ha
my little pony!! i used to have little pony dolls and i rmb cutting their hair, thinking that it would grow back. ha! funny things u do when u are young.

my melody!! the bunny with PINK ears
my fav b1 and b2 bananassss
my all time favourite beauty and the beast. i love the erm teacup. ha!
CAREBEARS!!
casper the friendly ghost!! (:
ang ang ang!! doraemon!! we used to call it xiao ding dang! ha (:

so how was your childhood like? (:

this post is specially for my friend of 9 years - JESSINE LOW SHU WEN! (:



u know i really seldom do this. and i have to say that u are really very evil, to have this amazing ability to make me miss ya like crazy and the ability to make me pour out my woes to u like last night. somehow i wish that november will come quickly so that i can see ya real soon. i swear its true, despite all the evil things i used to do to u (though we dun rmb wat i did but somehow i feel we seemed to always argue back in gess canoeing days. oh well. gess doubles always argue. RIGHT JX??). ha!

then we started reminiscing abt our secondary school days last night. oh boy, i was totally LOL-ing regarding the confession u have made. but then again, somehow i could understand how u would have felt back then, and im really sorry that i was so insensitive and didnt know a clue at all abt it. but u know wad, in the end, im really grateful that we are still pretty close, though we have chosen different paths in life. and like wad u have said, "we have come a long way, nth is gonna break us apart." same goes to u too, and i really want u to know. (:

cheers to our 9 years of friendship. (:

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