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Monday, March 30, 2009
♥ Monday, March 30, 2009

chit showed me this short film which i thought was really sweet and interesting. and like wad she said, watching this film makes me wanna find a job that offers me a window workspace. hahaha ((:



ok i woke up today with a butt ache and a pretty burnt face after supporting the cp team ytd. somehow when i see them play makes me miss _____. i guess saying that i dun miss at all would be a lie. :/ ohh well. im pretty glad some things didnt change. ((: I'm looking forward to bbk!! wheee! :D

quarrelled with *** again. u know after some time, u will get used to it and be less affected by it. i dunno whether it's a good/bad thing but i just cant be bothered alr. and i cant stand it when pple start bitching abt me indirectly. i know i shouldnt use that word but i dunno wad other word fits perfectly. maybe our chinese 8characters dun match or sth. primary school game mann seriouslyy.

went dempsey with ps, yz and chit after game. B&J never fails to cheer me up. it was fun, even more fun if it didnt rain. i hate rain. -.-

jing is gg hk for 8 days. im so jealous mannn! )):

was talking to jing abt wad to do after i graduate (i mean i know i should be still looking for a job if i haven found one. but wad if!!) and she's currently very involved in her hi5 activities. seeing her so committed to voluntary work makes me wanna join them too. too bad their age group is like 16-19 yrs old. damn off. i was thinking that i should perhaps do some voluntary work (like Salvation army or sth) while waiting for companies to get back to me. job searching is freaking demoralising, i am so getting depressed over it man. maybe i should accumulate good karma then I'll get my dream job soon! ha!

no matter wad it's still damn awkward. UNBELIEVABLEEE -.-

UPDATE: studying with chit in natlib is effectively lor! and I'm shortlisted for second round of interview. :DDD

Saturday, March 28, 2009
♥ Saturday, March 28, 2009

one phrase --> 정말로 믿을 수 없다!! to calm my nerves, perhaps i need to post my fav lee min ho pic.



ok. busy day tmr. plus sony case. no time to lose focus.

FOCUS. CIAO.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
♥ Wednesday, March 25, 2009

冷戰

你把我當成石膏 再不跟我吵 是不是一種預告
假裝都看不到 不再重要 我不會再跟你鬧

無言是一種毒藥 更像一把刀 切開我們的擁抱
到底愛剩多少 需要思考 承諾隨愛蒸發掉

不想再當配角 安靜讓我動搖 我想逃跑
我聽到你冷戰的心跳 兩敗俱傷的記號 閃躲不了
我知道莫名奇妙 求饒也不會是解藥 不如棄權走掉

面對冷的空氣 冷的牆壁 冷到昏迷 冷到我真的快窒息
冷戰到何時能平息 放我離去


無言是一種毒藥 更像一把刀 切開我們的擁抱
到底愛剩多少 需要思考 承諾隨愛蒸發掉

不想再當配角 安靜讓我動搖 我想逃跑
我聽到你冷戰的心跳 兩敗俱傷的記號 閃躲不了
我知道莫名奇妙 求饒也不會是解藥 不如棄權走掉

面對冷的空氣 冷的牆壁 冷到昏迷 冷到我真的快窒息
冷戰到何時能平息 放我離去


我聽到你冷戰的心跳 兩敗俱傷的記號 閃躲不了
我知道莫名奇妙 求饒也不會是解藥 不如棄權走掉
面對冷的空氣 冷的牆壁 冷到昏迷 冷到我真的快窒息
就讓回憶停止呼吸 成冰

我聽到你冷戰的心跳 兩敗俱傷的記號 閃躲不了
我知道莫名奇妙 求饒也不會是解藥 不如棄權走掉
面對冷的空氣 冷的牆壁 冷到昏迷 冷到我真的快窒息
冷戰到何時能平息 放我離去


this song is like on repeat mode the whole of today.
feeling ___ but not ___.
contradicting huh? ha.
went to school alone this afternoon.
felt a little empty. undescribable feeling.=/
funny how H asked me why i looked so sad.
am I? perhaps I am.
I thought i hide it pretty well. -.-

had a weird dream 2 nights ago.
i dreamt i got bombed and died on the spot.
and the bomb is those kind u see in little nyonya's WWII.
and i woke up and recalled that i took some random fb quiz.
which stated that I have died last yr.
hurhur. weirddd.

ok.311.311.311.311.311.311.SIGHPIEEE

Saturday, March 21, 2009
♥ Saturday, March 21, 2009

so last thursday i stayed over at my sis's place since i have morning lesson on friday (which i was late AGAIN). lost my fav earrings at their place an so i asked janus abt it.

me: hey. I think i left my earrings at ur place this morning. can help me find and pass to me?
janus: *looking at my sis* why do i feel like im cheating on u or sth?
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA -_____-

thats my bro-in-law man!

just had an interview at some random company at FXT this morning. i think i didnt perform well during the interview and it was only after that i realised its associated with pr*d*nt**l. oh well, not really the area i wanna go into but i guess i have gained some interview experience. =/

had shopping spree with chit this afternoon. kinda cheered me up a little. but oh well this kinda shopping spree requires $$$$ ):

http://melscuriosityshoppe.wordpress.com/
http://www.nattystore.com/

my fav blogshops now (:

ok shall do tuts now. im aiming to become this semester's model student.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
♥ Tuesday, March 17, 2009

just came back from walt*n talk. and i think its pretty crap. just listened how the GM boast abt his group performance. and the funny thing is after the talk he mentioned that we humans should be humble and then he started ordering people ard. like wth. i thought the talk might be quite interesting but it seems like another MLM/insurance company to me. oh wells shall just drop my resume and see howw.

submitted my fyp TODAYYY. H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S!! but abs didnt accept our gift. must be yh wrap until too pro that he thought its some mont blanc wallet or sth. hur.

I WANT MY STRAWBERRY OREOOOO!

last friday at suntec was crazy. went to the body shop warehouse sales and bought myself a couple of products. but still I HATE CROWDS. like totally. the escalator and lifts were packed with people that i told zy, mindy and candy that perhaps the only way to get down was to jump. then NTU would be on the headlines again. '4 ntu students jumped on the submission date for fyp, friday the 13th'. hurhur.

suddenly i feel so... lonely?? like u know. seems like every1 ard me is so preoccupied with stuff (prep for comps, school trips, exchange) while i have nth after fyp (i know i have to search for a job. have been sending resumes so pls dun say im slack.) tong was telling me its good, like having some time for myself and stuff. sigh i dunno how to put that feeling into words. emo-ing ):

maybe i should focus on running.

RUN.RUN.RUN.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009
♥ Wednesday, March 11, 2009

U know u need to start collecting good karma when:
- u keep tripping (and even losing your balance while standing)
- ur gadgets keep failing u (eg my hp and my nike sportsband)
- during ur tuition session, u asked ur tuition kid 908703721 times whether she understood the lesson, and told the coordinator that she didnt know wad i was talking abt. like wth
- ur fyp prof is so fickle minded and u will only know wad he wants if u dissect his brain (no i dun play warcraft and the recent game i played was spot the difference. i sucked at it)
- the companies u applied to have not gotten back to you
- when pple actually have this thought that I had a crush on my fypmate (OMGOMGOMG)
- all of the above.

and i am proud to announce that I am officially the president of 'Hunt for Hunks' club coz my other 2 fypmates think I am damn superficial and only like good looking guys ( i mean who doesnt lah seriously). like when yh asked zy wad songs i usually sing during kbox, he said, 'oh those with good looking guys'. -________- or when i picked a cd at HMV, they would say, 'this is not your style' rahhh!

to prove my capabilities (and good taste), i will thus show u the hottest products in Korea this season (with their new song in BBF2!)


oh yes! SnS results are out. I am in top 10 in my category tgt with tong2. can u believe it!??! ha er coz there were only 9 pple and we were the 8th and 9th. oh wells still got medal. LOL. and alvin appeared in ny chronicles. he looked damn happy eh! ha!

ok. Im exhausted. bye

Saturday, March 07, 2009
♥ Saturday, March 07, 2009

oh man. the news is getting pretty depressing these days. last night, another guy from ntu was found dead in his room. another suicide case in ntu within a week. goshh. what is the world turning into? its like one case leading to another - reminds me of what happened in korea when one celebrity committing suicide resulted in a series of other celebrities killing themselves (like they will think,"oh. this person die becoz of blah blah blah. so i should kill myself too."). i hope this will be the last one man. =/

went for the career 2009 with jh mindy and tongtong this afternoon. as expected it was super crowded and those who were applying for jobs in the IRs were mostly in their 30s-40s. i saw one lady pushing her pram across the crowd, which is quite saddenning. like she needs the income to support the family plus her child and she has to compete with youngsters like us. makes me wanna go home and u know, not fight with pple who really seriously need a job. ok i need a job too, but not as bad as them.

so i have given my particluars to the IRs. the positions they offered really varies and tongtong and i had a good time laughing abt it. positions includes doorman, bellman, hostess!?!?, dealer, performer (i can totally imagine tong2 carolling during xmas! hahaha!). too bad i didnt apply for housekeeping or else i would have become executive housekeeper or sth. ha they make the name sound so nice can. RW is quite funny. we even had to write our height for positions in the casino. maybe in case the bar stool's too high for us or sth. LOL

my hp is gg crazy. i cant send msges out so pple pls dun think that i dao-ed u or sth. im still considering whether i should service my hp (its SE btw) or just upgrade my plan and get a new hp. but now im sure the service centre will be damn crowded since its the weekends. =/ shall wait till monday i think.

giving tuition tmr. sec 1 science. pls let it turn out good.

Thursday, March 05, 2009
♥ Thursday, March 05, 2009

i have 908407502 things to blog abt but i shall just mention wad i rmb for now
- I have finally managed to book my air ticket to BANGKOKKKK!!!!! :D YEAHYEAHH!
- surf and sweat was good. so glad we avoided the rain. ha!
- I love my 311 groupmates. they are super funny bunch of pple man! not regret changing my class to friday although its at 830am and the tutor sucks. hahaha
- FYPPPPPP. its FINALLY gonna be done soonnnnn! *BEAMSSSS*
- perfect cut is NICE.
- i wanna learn how to bake cheesecake (yihui!! pls teach mee!)
- still applying for jobs. BOOOOO!
- pork sucks.
- chit! i really lost the card.
- i miss jessine. already.
- cookie mobileee!
- hp spoilt! shitt
- career 2009 and education 2009
- 4 more weeks. sadddd

blehhhhh


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