every beat of my heart

Sunday, January 25, 2009

♥ Sunday, January 25, 2009

look at my lmh in hanbok! see him smileee.. cute!!! :D

wishing all a happy happy chinese new year. collect loads of angbows, eat all the pineapple tarts and oranges, get diarrhea on the second day (its the routine for me every yr. bahhh) and still going round getting angbow and eating again. haha (:

Thursday, January 22, 2009

♥ Thursday, January 22, 2009

i haven blogged for weeksss. i have been so sickkk that i think i have lost touch with the outside world. i haven watched my boys before flowers episode 6. haven seen chit hy they all since i dun rmb when. haven done 311 tutorial. missed pulau ubin trip. missed my meeting with the happy prof. i dunno what else i have not done. haiz.

anw, the baf peep are planning to go tw for their graduation trip. which i went like last mth? plus i dun have the money so i think im gonna give it a miss. it was a tough decision coz it with a different group of peep. but when andrew was telling me the places he intend to go, i can actually recall these places (though some were just touch and go). i even could list down the rides i had when i was in the theme park andrew wanted to go. haiz. sighhhh.

surf and sweat 2009! tongtong and i will take part tgt! yaynesss (:

ok i feel sick again. oh mannnnnssss ):

Saturday, January 17, 2009

♥ Saturday, January 17, 2009

have been really tired (or maybe lazy) lately. waking up at 6.45am ytd is like taking half of my life away and the rest of the day ill be little miss grumpy. i think most 311 lessons ill be pretty sian-ed after all the rush and morning crowd. ):

i need a tuition job!!! or maybe a REALLL JOBBBB!

327 is tougher than i expected and the peeps in my class are so bloody smart. shucks!

i haven finished shopping for cny. ohhh mannnnn.

OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY FYPMATEE!

FYPPPPPPP............. ):

Thursday, January 08, 2009

♥ Thursday, January 08, 2009

i managed to survive the first week of school!! ok lah it isnt that bad. 327 is kinda interesting but it sucks when u know that there are super many zai peeps in ur class. alvin was like telling me how demoralised he was when yw was in his class for some mod last sem. wow this sem i will have like triple combo can - yw krys and ter. woohoo. they seem to always come tgt as a package. :S

had lunch with alvin and kugen plus the rest of the bnf peep and i just couldnt stop laughing at alvin's random response. once i asked him why he didnt take any bnf mod this sem and this was his reply.

'aiya this sem i want to be slack. just take those simple modules and pass can alr. take so xiong ones for wad. LIFE IS SIMPLE AND STRAIGHT FORWARD.'

omg that's one classic quote man. was telling candy how lucky she is to have kugen and alvin for fyp. her meetings must be damn fun lar. nono! my fypmates are damn fun too! LOL :D

YAYYY!! korea's boys over flowers is finally out! 2 episodes per week sommore! HAPPINESSS!! i have no idea why im still so excited over it when i already know the storyline. different cast i guess. watched the taiwanese and japanese version and ill definitely prefer the jap one. i hope the korean version will be very much better. so far it hasnt disappoint me. just that its pretty exaggerating. when the f4appeared, they actually looked like they were glowing can. goon pyo is <3333 i love it when he smile. his killer smile. 'i'll give u this incredible offer to say hello to me outside school' OMGG LOL. his hair is a nono though. but he's definitely much better than the jap's dao ming si. LOL :D hyunjoong's role is sooo... hyunjoong. ha chit is right, just no random remarks from him. and kimbum! CUTE! (: ha i sound so boy crazy here. i hope monday comes SOOOOOON! (:

so last night i met up with my distant cousins from Australia. well im not really close to them and apparently our age gap is kinda huge. one is like 10 yr older than me and the other is 12? well apparently my grandma used to take care of them when they were much younger tgt with my sis and i was like less than one yr old when they decided to migrate to Australia so i do not really rmb much of them being ard. they come back to spore pretty often like once every 2 yrs but i have no idea why i have to be present whenever they meet up (as in tgt when my sis, mum, grandma, uncles and aunties). and Ill be very quiet until they asked me questions, like when i graduate and what i wanna do in future and stuff. :/ the older one has indeed a very exciting love life. apparently he has 2 gfs and he met one of them when he was practising law and he was handling her divorce case. and wad i have heard from him was that her ex husband is Vietnamese gangster and he kept harrassing him after knowing that both of them are tgt. and the one hes in love with has 3 kids and they do not really like him as well. wow. seems like hk dramas are not as exciting as his life man. LOL

i wanna take part in the adidas Sundown Marathon on the 30th May. but its like 60 bucks for the full marathon and thats the early bird promotion (ok not that i wanna join the full marathon. im just quoting. ahha). even the 10k is abt 40 bucks alr. sighpie.

ok i shall collect my super ultra toot specs now. have a great weekend ahead (:

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

♥ Tuesday, January 06, 2009

i came across this mv when i was kbox-ing with chit, jessine and ck a few weeks ago. and i fell in love with it immediately when some random pple sang it again during the campus superstar. though i only know how to sing the chorus part. haha (:

today i had the longest run/walk ever. i took 2.5hrs to complete the route which i normally used to take. and after that i got myself a super big gulp coke (so much for saying that im trying to lead a healthy lifestyle). thought abt a lot of stuff. cant define who's right/wrong, dunno what to do next, and dunno wad to expect in future. i guess some things, no matter how much u hate it, u just cant ignore and leave it aside. i'll just have to bear with it. i hope some1 will grant me the ability to be more forgiving and understanding. i realise i really suffer a deficit in these 2 areas.

thanks for being there for me last night. your presence really do matter. (:

I'll be having 3 day week this sem instead. I have thought it through. whether its 2 or 3 day week, ill still be paying the same amount of tuition fees. so might as well make full use of it. ok im not making sense here. ill be in the same class as kugen, szemay and huishan for 311. oh my its like back to yr 1 days. as for 327, seems like i know many who will be in the same class. cools!

it's weird. i think im gonna miss school after this sem. but when i think of the journey to school, especially the 179 bus which goes one BEGGGG round to get to my school, i feel damn sian immediately. haiz.

first day of school tmr!!!!
not really enthu abt it. haiz

Saturday, January 03, 2009

♥ Saturday, January 03, 2009

the hotel we stayed at. Its next to 1929. Its not bad lah, considering that we were out most of the time. LOL

pretty chit (thanks to my pretty eye shadow ha!)

our awesomely disgusting nailss (nail polish provided by me)

chit's BEEEEEEG specsss

random 1

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jessine with the champagne fireworks!
HAPPY 2009 PEEPS!! :D

so its the end of 2008. omg another year older (pple pls stop asking me why im still 20 in my profile. im lazy to update and i wanna be forever 20. hahaha), another year wiser i hope (base on my previous statement, maybe thats not true. hahaha).

2008 has been a great yr for me. i think i have learnt quite a bit about myself and how to handle certain things which i thought i would never be able to. i have learnt how to be independent, to treasure the things ard me and not taking things for granted, to let go of matters that i feel eventually will do no good to any of us. yep chit, i guess its better to stay this way, for me at least. although it would make me look very zhue1qin2. hmmm oh well.

in 2009 i hope
- i know what i wanna do b4 i graduate.
- i can get a job sooooon.
- i can earn enough money to travel b4 i start working.
- i can run a half marathon at the end of the yr.
- i will run at least 3 times a week
- i will lead a healthy lifestyle and drink less coke/milktea.
- i can be wiser and not make pple around me angry (somehow i think thats impossible but im still trying!!!)
- i will still be faithful to dbsk and big bang. ok it doesnt make sense but i feel im losing touch with dbsk. HOW CANNNN! ):

i cant believe im gonna be 22 this yr. time really fliesss! i feel old. really old. i think the next birthday onwards i shall just have ONE candle on my cake. im forever 10. (: and im just thinking if i wanna get married the same age as my sis, that will be 5 yrs later! and i need like 1 yr to prepare for my wedding so some1 needs to propose to me when im 26. and i would like to know that some1 for at least 3-4 yrs (pretty decent amt of time i feel) and after all the calculation and re calculations, I NEED TO FIND SOME1 NOWWWWW!! omg how scary is that! plus i have only 1 semester left in ntu b4 i belong to the unemployed group in spore. maybe i should start applying for lunch actually or sth. hahahha

twilight saga update:
the new moon is getting too hard to me to continue reading. *spoiler* the cullens decided to leave forks b4 the population got suspicious of their true age. so the pair had to break up after bella's 18th bday! how sad is that!! cant believe this is happeninggg. haiz upsettinggg. i hope edward comes back soon before i decide to switch to midnight sun instead.

wonderbang update:

due to popular demand, wonderbang is backkk again. not that i dont like this combination, its just that i dun understand why they always like to make TOP so wei3qu1 for every major performance like this. like last yr's music drama, TOP's the playboy. and then MKMF 2008 (its too heartbreaking. i dun wanna mention it ever again!). now this! why TOP WHYYYYYY!! i dun think i can take it anymoreee. ):

maybe i should just come back to reality. school is starting next week (thurs for me!huhu!!) and im so gonna have 2 day week next sem! YESSSS! though it means ill seldom get to hang out at hall 4 alr. haha maybe its a blessing in disguise for chit and hy.

i just made a trip to the optical shop this evening and my eyesight has become worse. and i got myself the toot-est frame ever! ha. Ill be able to collect it on wed. maybe ill wear it on my first day of school. (:

ok back to new moon. HAPPY 2009 once again! (: