every beat of my heart

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

♥ Wednesday, November 28, 2007

today, i was stuck in the rain while running this morning. and i had to queeze with 4other elderly under the small pathetic hut along the track (dun ask me why that's a hut)until the rain stopped which was like almost an hr later. i like the feeling of running in the rain (if it werent for the lightning). feels like it has washed all my worries away, especially wat happened last night. its not that i dun wanna understand u just that u dun wanna give me a chance to.

i feel like a santa claus today, spending like over 20 bucks on donuts. damn broke now. PPLE!! i am so expecting an AWESOME present from u guys this x'mas!! thanks guys!! WhEeEE =))

my mum almost refused to let me go for trng tonight after the db mishap in cambodia. until now, this mishap has shaken many, including me. after wat had happened, im sure many will see db differently, perhaps having second thoughts abt rowing in a db or disallowing their kids to take part in db/water sports activities. a sport that i once had so much passion in, i am deeply saddened by the tradegy, especially when i read that the 5 who died were outstanding individuals and were inspiring to many. but still, parents should stop disallowing their kids from doing wat they are passionate in just becoz they worry sth might happen to them and be supportive in every way they can so that they can be a positive influence to those ard them. if not, i think my mum should even ban me from gg to school. crossing the road from the bus stop to s3 is the one of the most terrifying experiences ever, especially at 830am(if u are from nbs, u ll know wat i mean). the chances of me getting killed there is definitely higher than at the pool (even with the zebra crossing)with the way i cross the road. and the drivers will always drive pass as though u grew up by eating glass. BEST!

ok i digress. wat we should do now is to treasure the important things in life, to cherish ur loved ones and have no regrets. and not stopping urself from doing sth u love coz of fear. who knows wat will happen in future?

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

♥ Tuesday, November 27, 2007

oh i was utubing the whole day after bringing my granny to the doctor (i know im a filial granddaughter! LOL!!) and these caught my eyes. the first one has bae seul gi with her bokgo dance. and the dance is freaking cuteee!! esp brian's weird dance. CLASSIC!! oh and my uknow yunho is inside too. plus micky!! haha thats why i posted it up.

and i also came across the 'choosey (choosy) lover' mv!! woohoo the song i played the most no of times while running. my fav song for the time being!! and the mv is pretty cool too! like micky's and jj's hair in that mv. =)))

Sunday, November 25, 2007

♥ Sunday, November 25, 2007

so i went for a shopping spree this weekend. lets see wat i have bought for the past 2 days
- a pair of jeans from s & k
- a nike sports bra
- a pair of nike socks
- a hp pouch when is used for my pretty pretty ipod
- 12 DONUTS from donut factory. ( oh yes!! i managed to queue for the donuts!! good job leepeng!! although i only waited for erm 10 mins?? LOL!!)
- and the little little stuff which i cant really rmb

oh yes. i saw deniece and huiming while collecting the goodie bag for the standard chartered marathon. anw the goodie bag is damn chui. firstly, the gym bag(they claimed) is damn ugly (after i have collected it, i immediately told my sis to leave them in her car b4 gg shopping.)Next, THERE IS NO SHOE BAG THIS YR!! sad case can!! alright, not that i really need a shoebag but i tot they always give out shoebags every year? oh yes and in the bag, *SURPRISE SURPRISE* i actually found a 500g of dried pasta in it. oh and they claimed that it has vitamins in it. -_- so wat now? maybe i should cook pasta for every meal the week b4 my race. they should probably give out 1kg of rice next yr. more practical. the only thing im happy abt is the singlet!! damn nice!! its light blue in colour with white strips at the side. pretty pretty.=)other than that, i think the whole goodie bag thing is quite disappointing this yr.

so the run starts at 730am on sunday. i tot maybe if i run slightly faster ill be able to catch the kenyan pple finish their race. but NOOOOO!! the full marathon starts at 530am and most probably the first few will probably reach the finishing line in 2.5hrs' time which is at 8am. and i dun think ill be able to finish my 10k in erm 30mins. sigh most probably im gonna give it a miss man. sianz

oh well. im seriously looking forward to 2nd dec!! even though my legs are still aching from ytd's 5km run. LOL

and to the families of the missing rowers and those who were involved in the db tragedy, i wish u strength and comfort during this difficult period.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

♥ Saturday, November 24, 2007

WOOHOO!!~~~ so finally yr 2 sem 1 is overrr for me. can u believe it!??! just like that i have spent 1.5 yrs in ntu and in another 1.5 yrs' time, ill be graduating. thats like damn fast lahhh. but im glad that this sem is over!! this sem is the worst sem i have spent in ntu. ok maybe its the classes im in. most of the pple either have their own clique or just refuse to open their mouth and talk to u. and the tutors are not really helpful. especially ACCOUNTING. OMG. ill always rmb her. always asking for comments. and when one student finally gave some comment on the presentation she actually said, " ok, any comment on the comment?" BEST. she really made my day that day.

exams was pretty bad for me. well not saying that previous sems were pretty ok but im sure that this sem is the WORST. this sem, i obediently did at least 2 past yr papers for every module, but still this sem's papers were damn tough lahhh, well as compared to the papers i did. esp accounting and investment, i didnt manage to do like 20 marks of the paper. everyone was like complaining that how tough the papers were but isnt it incredible that they still managed to write non stop until the very last minute and got the same ans as their peers and still say that they are damn chui?? hello pple!! i didnt do like 20 marks of the paper. who is more chui? SERIOUSLY MAN. -_-

and from this sem, i realise that studying hard and getting good grades are negatively correlated, exams are weak-form efficient ( u cant use past yr papers to predict wat qns are gonna come out this sem) and zy there is no such thing as arbitrage for exams. hahaha. OH MAN!!

oh yes, for the past few weeks i think i have been growing horizontally - BY ALMOST200%. oh pls let me tell u why:
- when im damn stressed, i EAT to destress
- when i cant do the exam qn, i EAT to console myself.
- when im damn sleepy, i EAT to keep awake.

of coz, i dun always eat for the wrong reasons
- when i managed to complete one tutorial of qns, i EAT to motivate myself.
- when i finally understood wat was gg on for the chapter, i EAT to congratulate myself.

U SEE?!?!? exams are BAD BAD BAD!! thats also why im always opening the fridge every hour hoping for some miracle to happen.no wonder my pants feels a little tighter now.-_-. so i decided to go for a run this morning. wah damn chui!! only managed to run like 5km and i was panting like no1's business. and my standard chartered run is like next sunday!!! OMG OMG OMG!! although its only a 10km run. haha lets hope my sis will be kind and wait for me man. oh maybe i shall be hardworking and start running on my own EVERYDAY until 2nd dec. wish me luck man.

alrighttt so lets see how i should slack my time away while waiting for the rest of my friends to end their exams heeheehee (those who haven finished, maybe its advisable for u to skip this section)
- watch all the dramas i always wanted to watch - coffee prince, gongzhuxiaomei, heroes plus all the utube videos that involves DBSK (my uknow yunho) and x-man
- look for a part time job. maybe at holland v or sth. CJ maybe? haha thats if they need pple for the xmas period.
- run run RUN.
- SHOPPING!! with my mum and sis this sunday
- get a haircut like realll soon
- BAKEEE =)
- i cant think of anything else i wanna do now. my mum is rushing me. gtg now.

CIAO=)

Friday, November 16, 2007

♥ Friday, November 16, 2007

Introducing to all of u --> my favourite guy from DBSK uknow yunho!! thanks to hy, who has been constantly talking abt them when im online, i kinda like them tooo. esp YUNHO!! hes like damn HOTTT lah!! =)=)=) hes the leader of the band and when he dances, my heart just melts for him. AWWWWW

anw i just survived 3 days of hell. emotions was bad just as what i had expected. so not that bad. maths was hmmmm tougher than the past yr papers. boohoo. and investments. gosh. although i have studied for it for like 6 days, i still couldnt do the forward put call parity. so 20 marks just gone like that. oh man. not that i didnt study for it. RAH!! ill nv believe there's a link between studying and scoring well for exams.

and i just realise that studying = stu(dent) + dying. HAHAHAHA. siao alr. -_- and i kinda miss my sis =(((

Saturday, November 03, 2007

♥ Saturday, November 03, 2007

OH YES!! JAY CHOU'S NEW ALBUM IS COMING OUT ON TUESDAY!!!=)
im so excited like TOTALLY!! *BEAMS* =)
these are my 2 fav songs from the new album currently.
ENJOY =)