Sunday, March 23, 2008
♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008
i know i shouldnt be here. but i cant help it. im stuck with equities report once again. since the past one week i have been complaining to everyone i see abt equities, i might as well just blog about it and declare to the world!! whahaha. ok im mad. i have currently incurred a sleeping debt and it is expected to increase at an exponential rate that i can only pay back after 24th april. oh yes. 24th april. thats like one month away. =(
played against RT and scary team after our 7 hr longgg research method meeting with our 4 member group. its stressful playing against them, especially when u know one of them will be in our group and we have to beat them in order to go to the next round. last night, it was just bad passes, bad shots and slow turnover for me. 10-3-10 game is way toooo longgg, and there was only one sub. haiz. competition is just 2 weeks away and i dun feel prepared for it. as usual.
up till now, i haven received anything from credit suisse. im getting worried. in fact very worried. i was just wondering which will be worse, getting a letter telling u that u are rejected or having no news at all. ill prefer the first option. at least just get rejected and move on to phase 2. now i keep logging on to webmail, wishing that i receive a letter that says "congratulations.... ". or maybe i should just forget abt it. wad is the chances of me getting into cs even if im called for an interview? like 0.7387894675629% can. maybe i should just pray hard that for phase 2 ill get either of my first 2 choices and that's Hong Leong and Sing Investment.
now, here i am at holland v starbuck, sipping my coffee, enjoying the song thats playing in my itunes - "Goodbye Mr Lawrence". its like THE SONG of our research method group. every1 seems to have it. LOL. its actually the song played during the trailer for the leap years. sad song. sad lyric. totally fits the mood i have thats gonna last for at least the next one month. haiz.
i need sth to cheer me up. maybe a DBSK mastercard. wanna see how it looks like? here it is....
cool or wad!! i want that for my 21st birthday!! hahaha -____-. ok enough of insanity. back to equities, equities and more equities. Ascott should just pay us big bucks for evaluating it. alright. like wad zy always says, 'MAKE IT WORKKKK.'
