Wednesday, January 30, 2008
♥ Wednesday, January 30, 2008
i boarded the 174 bus at 1201 am,
tapped my ez link card
and looked around for seats, realising that there wasnt a single soul in the bus.
i was the only passenger.
i walked all the way to the back,
sat down comfortably,
before taking out my ipod.
it played Footsteps by kim jaejoong.
"Great!" i thought to myself.
its one of my favourite song for now
and i have to play it at least once every night.
i guess i was too engrossed with the song,
trying to figure out wad he was trying to express in this song
that for the first time, i broke down in tears while listening to it.
i dunno why,
maybe its the way he sang it.
its full of emotions and all,
u dun need to learn korean to tell that its a sad song.
its really, sad.
for the first time, i wish that the bus journey doesnt end so that i can hide myself from every1.
for the first time, i wish that some1 could just pat me on the back and say, "dont worry, everything will be alright. its ok not to be urself today. its ok if no1 in this world can understand u and give u weird expressions. its ok when pple pretend u dun exist."
for the first time, i wish u were here, reprimanding me for behaving so silly and all and start to pick myself up after tonight.
.
.
.
but u werent.
and perhaps u will never know abt it.
