every beat of my heart

Monday, July 30, 2007

♥ Monday, July 30, 2007

im becoming more vulgar these days. and i noe it wun solve the problem.

and u are seriously capable of driving me insane. if thats ur intention, congrats. u are halfway there.

dun feel like blogging abt it anymore.
BYE

Friday, July 27, 2007

♥ Friday, July 27, 2007

DAY 1

outing with xt at ikea

IKEA!!

xt and i are pigs
we noe
lol

though we are 20
we are still young at heart

who doesnt loveeee ice cream pls??

wheeee =)

now xt is not only my working buddy, she has officially become my eating and shopping buddy. and im gonna miss her after i leave LA. anw we were super influenced by LA that we kept comparing items from ikea with LA. super diff can!! not the quality i mean its the PRICE. omg. and we bought alot of rubbish from there. got myself a super huge photo frame for erm i still have no idea. and a cushion. lol. anw thanks for the pouch. im still thinking of how i can use it. lol

DAY 2

met up with sx and pf

me and sx

pf: where is our food??
aiya we actually know WHO u are thinking of lah
hurhurhur

THE apple crumble ffrom swensens

the ice cream fondue from swensens

but i still prefer the one from indulgz
the chocolate is like sizzling hot

though i burnt my lips

lol

i reallyyy miss pf

sometimes we need moments like this to be sane

pengfenxian

im gonna misssss the 2 of u!! =(

met up with jingxiu, jessine and chit after that.gosh. i ate alot that day. ai gui treated us that night. ok she was FORCED to and i ordered alot. haha. i noe. i really pian chi pian he that day. k lah ai gui! ill treat u back when its ur turn k! =) which is like half a yr later. hoohoohoo

DAY 3

outing with uni-mates

yw was trying to LOOK like a model

oh well

u can only look like a MODEL STUDENT lah

lol

min-yi-mei

yellow-blue-pink

i like the colour combi

the galsss

ha yep

we spent 2 hrs sitting next to the merlion

just slacking..

talking..

the night away

the box of chocolates ym bought for me all the way from bugis

haha

i kept deceiving myself that that was the reason why she was late

lol

pretty prettty

minpeng

those who were present

plus stitch

those who were present

w/o stitch

i know im really bad with words. but i really enjoyed myself that night.thanks for those who came down specially to celebrate my b day. though it was pretty inconvenient and all esp ym. ohh plus the singlet and the pink socks!! i loveee them!! thanks a million.ill definitely run with them. =) i really do hope that we ll be still as close during our next academic yr (though its pretty hard) and celebrate more birthdays tgt. *HUGS*

oh and i have found a new running partner.

BEAMS!! LOL

Monday, July 23, 2007

♥ Monday, July 23, 2007

last saturday evening was amazing. well i was supposed to be at the trng camp but hy encouraged me to go for some seminar organised by her church. the guest speaker was Sy Rogers and hy once told me that his seminar is one to go for. i hesitated for a while but in the end i agreed to join her. truth enough, i really enjoyed his speech and somehow he managed to make me reflect upon what i have done for the past 20 yrs. hurhur. for being so immature and feeling insecure at times.

one word to describe him. unbelievable. when hy spotted him and immediately told me that he was the speaker that night, i was quite surprised. i mean, he doesnt look like a pastor to me. his dressing, the way he held his mic, the way he spoke were kinda gay-ish. somehow, he just has this gay element in him. but that was just my first impression of him. from the first second he spoke, he immediately caught my attention and i had to agree that i was truly amazed by him that night as well.

just a short intro of himself, Sy Rogers was molested at the age of 3, his mum was killed in an accident and his dad kinda 'abandoned' him to search a new life for himself. slowly, his already-damaged sexuality began to awaken and he began to accept that perhaps he's gay. It was so bad that he even considered gg for a sex change surgery (well of coz he didnt go in the end). he began to live as a woman for the next 1.5yrs b4 the surgery. and one night, he was so confused and he earnestly prayed, and then a few days later, a news report announced that they no longer perform sex reassignment surgery!

coincidence? well i dunno. Sy Rogers believed that it was God who has made this decision for him. he accepted this chance of starting fresh. he began to buy men's clothing. throughout the process, he did experience temptations and urges. but he would turned to Him coz he has the power and he's willing to change for Him. Now, he's married for 25 yrs, with a daughter who is like 21 this yr. not too bad for a guy who almost went for a sex change surgery.

throughout the 2 hr seminar, he showed me that no matter wat, there's always hope. In fact he seemed like a presentation of hope to many during his speeches and seminars. He showed me that no matter how disastrous u are, He will never shut the door that leads him to u. It seemed like with his power, all the temptations, lust, alcoholism, blah blah blah will be overcome, coz he ll help u make the right decision. eventually. i was really captivated by him that night. and that 2 hrs seemed so short! many thanks to hy who invited me. a seminar that has taught me alot. a seminar that ill nv forget. INSPIRING. =)

♥ Monday, July 23, 2007

how

wish

have

moments

this

Sunday, July 22, 2007

♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007

this photo was taken while waiting for hy

and she was freaking late!

suppose to meet at 1 and she reached like erm 230pm??

and she didnt even treat us lunch

HMPH! =(

INDULGZ

pretty classy huh? =)

anw this place doesnt serve ice water

so it means u have to purchase this bottle of water for 1 buck?

the bottle is so pretttty

like message-in-a-bottle kind

the lobster soup which has chunks of lobster meat in it

hy's honey glazed chicken steak

freaking gooood

chit's triple cheese baked rice

pretty good too

alright

since today im in a good mood

shall post ONE photo of u guys

see!!

im nice =)

the marshmallow thickshake

A W E S O M E

and it has 2 huge marshmallows on top
one white and the other PINK =)

my butterfish steak

damn good!!!

taste abit like codfish though

anw my order was the last to come

coz the waiter actually forgot abt my fish!!

but the waiter was super sweet and nice lah

so wasnt that angy in the end =)

this is hy trying very hard to feed me

coz i tot she's trying to do sth funny

well every1 knows that when we are tgt, it means havoc
lol

the chocolate fondue every1 wishes they have one in their home

me with the erm birthday candle

us happy with our meal
well by the time we have finished it was alr 4 pm
and there wasnt any1
so it looked like we have booked the restaurant for that afternoon
lol

the end product

i want my wedding cake to be this tall!!
BEAMS!!

we DO definitely have space for these lovely cupcakes, dont we?

US =)

just came back from trng camp and GOSH!! im super burnt! =( anw i shall blog abt the trng camp as well as the seminar which i went with hy last night really soon.

last friday was goood. met up with my besties at bugis for lunch at indulgz. the ambience is pretty good. food over there is awesome too. just that the price is a little too ex. well, its not somewhere u wanna go every week kinda thing (oh we spent exactly a hundred over there!!). but yep, thx for letting me having it my way that day! =)

and thx to those lovely souls for making 20/07/2007 such an awesome day, even if its just a simple happy birthday msg. i really do appreciate it. kc. xiaotian. chit. hy. xintian. joyce. meilian. sy yng. mindy. jessine. huimin.wj. yvonne. sm. krystle. michelle. huifen. amanda. ai gui. canoe polo peeps. and many many others. THANKS! =)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

♥ Thursday, July 19, 2007

my two birthday cakes

since im alr 20.

so for my granny's b day next yr

she ll have 8 cakes. =)

my uncle bot durians from amk

SHIOK!!

and he rmb i loveeee stingray

and bot 2 gigantic ones from newton

GOSH!! =)

pple pls try this!!

its awfully good

BLESSED =)

smarty wj, sis and me

mingen the naughty boyyyy

wenyuan
the one i always bully in the past
and now as well =)

me and my super duper cool granny
haha.. shes still recovering from her surgery

the 5 of us

and we are the double chin clan

hahaha

birthday celebrations should be like this. spend with ur loved ones.

i really enjoyed myself this afternoon. chit juz sms-ed me that she has stopped working and she ll be joining me and hy tml. BEAMS =). its the first time im so happy when someone told me that he's no longer working.

then my manager asked me to go back earlier since there are so many pple in the shop. like 8 including me. actually i should be pretty pissed, like huh? suddenly ask me to go back w/o informing me in advance. not very nice huh. or wat if i stay very far or sth? oh well thankful i dun and fortunately joanne and chit were in town so i went shopping with them b4 meeting my mummy to get the cake. got myself a pair of earrings from topshop. im pretty bored with town. rah

so i got many a chocolate mousse cake from rive gauche for myself and a kaya pandan cake for the elderly. the chocolate mousse is awfully sinful and awesome. its so so chocolatey and rich! i wanna have that for every birthday celebration. HAHA

tml. simply. cant. wait. =)

i dont stop when im tired. i stop when im done