Wednesday, June 27, 2007
♥ Wednesday, June 27, 2007
why does every1 seem so irritated and mad at me? did i do sth wrong? or am i really selfish without realising it and never thought of other people's feelings? or am i trying too hard to compromise with every1 and in the end, no1 seems to be satisfied? should i just follow my heart, w/o thinking for others, since no1 will be 100% contented with me? but that will be extremely selfish of me isnt it?
i wanna know how u actually feel. but i just cant seem to express it out whenever i face u. in fact i tend to get really fed up coz i have no idea what u really expect of me. but that doesnt mean i dun give a damn about u. i thought u would be proud of me since i got into the specialisation i hope for but it doesnt seem that u are. in fact, i have never seen a more expressionless face than urs when i told the rest abt it. im stressed coz it seems like i can nv reach ur expectations. im irritated coz i really dunno wat u want. im worried coz i have no idea wat u are thinking abt. can we just get out of this guessing game pls? its really driving me nuts in case u didnt realise.
