message for my sis

so the day has finally come. seriously, i cant wait for this day to come but on the other hand, i dun wan this day to come at all. i know i sound contradicting, as usual. my cousin once asked me,' so are u gg to feel lonely after big gets married?' oh gosh! i really have no idea or rather i dun dare to think about it. it seems like its only ytd when you told me that janus proposed to you at crescent. and i rmb i was really over the moon and excited when i knew about it. and after that you were busy with the peparation for the wedding - the booking of the restaurant, choosing the location of your new home, the renovation blah blah blah. and at that point of time i was trying to adapt to the uni life and cp. somehow we we got drifted apart but we do try to be as close, like nth has ever changed. like having bf on saturday mornings at hv yakun or meeting up at marina square for a short 2 hrs and shop like mad. little actions like these really make me feel that there are still pple who actually care. and i really do appreciate it. even though we are quarrelling more often now than before and im sarcastic to you at times, i want you to know that i really love you and u're the greatest sis that any1 could ever have!! =)

seeing you smiling so brightly at the cameras, i knew that all you have gone through since you declared that you are getting married are all worth it. seeing you happy really makes me happy as well. so now you're entering a new chapter in ur life. there'll definitely lots of fear and uncertainties but dun worry, janus's with you and ur sister which happens to be me will here supporting you as well. so go on and be ur usual self - doing what u think is right. coz to me, u have really set a good role model and i often look up to u though there were numerous events which i had made you fuming mad. like last thurs. im sorry.

i really have no idea if u ll read my blog. i have told u my blog address quite a number of times but u just cant seem to rmb. but its ok i dun blame u. dun worry, ill take care of myself. i promise i will. plus mummy and popo as well. ill promise to keep my table clean. ill promise to pack the house once in a while. ill promise to manage my time well. ill promise not to go out so often and be back so late at night (except for trng ha). ill promise to spend wisely. ill promise to be obedient and not to make mummy and popo worry for me that much. ill promise to keep all these promises. =) meanwhile do take care and pls do call me whenever u can.

love,

leepeng

so tonight's gonna be the first night im gonna sleep alone in my bedroom. wonder how its gonna be like. maybe ill sleep pretty soundly tonight coz im damn sleepy today. oh well LEEPENG!! U GOTTA BE STRONGER THAN THIS!! u'll be fine!! =)