Saturday, September 16, 2006
♥ Saturday, September 16, 2006
my best friend lied to me. she told me if i persist on, ill be able to see the light.but until now, i haven not seen any. not even a glimpse of it. im so tired. emotionally. mentally. yet im not sure who i can turn to. i feel that im suffocated from all the expectations pple want me to achieve. why must i always obey everyone's decisions? why cant i do wat my heart tells me to do n let me bear the consequence myself?
to someone who will nv get to read this. u ll nv know how much it hurts when we start arguing. from trivial matters like droppping a biscuit crumb to cp trng. we quarrelled so much that i forgot when was the last time i sat down with u and haf a good conversation. im sorry for always acting rebellious in front of u when i noe i should not. making u even more frustrated and everything. but i felt damn remorseful after tt. i wanted to apologise to u. but it seems so hard to say a simple 'im sorry' to u. i admit im super stubborn. perhaps u are right. im a disappointment to u. im sorry.
