Wednesday, July 19, 2006
♥ Wednesday, July 19, 2006
It has been awhile since i last blogged. ok. gonna be 2 mths. oh man!! by looking at my tagboard i know tt few are actually very interested abt my life. wat to do. my life is BORINGGGG.. BAHHHH...just came back from trng. trng was terrible today. played damn badly. made a lot mistakes. got scolded by seniors today. felt super demoralised. played even worse ltr on. pushed during game. got out of my boat to empty it while my teammates went on w/o me. as if it wasn't worse enough. gate was locked while i reached home. mum scolded me for ignoring her calls (i did call back!!) and coming home so late. pms again i guess. threaten me to quit ( which i dun want to). sis ignored me once i got home, asking me how long i wanna break our promise and continue this war at home. its not tt i wanna have this war at home u noe. seriously. just to go for 2 trngs a week (its 3 by the way), i have done everything to make my mum happy. cook dinner. pack the place. wash my clothes. practically all the housework lah. but it still wun work! i guess the only way is to stop canoe polo totally. it might sound exaggerating. but ever since i started canoe polo in uni, my life at home was not peaceful. even if it is, it ll never last for long. i guess.. i really need to consider whether i should join canoe polo for the next 3 years.trng wasn't easy either. i tot maybe being an ex canoeist got a slight advantage. but i was totally wrong. canoe polo is defintely alot more than just canoeing. all the skills and tactics. gg for only 2 trngs a week is not enough esp when competition is nearing. tot maybe if i do sum self trng and running might help. i was proven wrong again. oh wells, time to wake up my idea and train harder tml. to huiying: sorry that wat i have said after trng scared u or reminded u of the past. no matter how bad trng is, definitely it ll not be as jialat as nj trng. at least still got u chit and peishan (soon i hope!!). yeahOK! TIME TO GATHER UP MY EMOTIONS AND LOOK FORWARD FOR THE BRAND NEW DAY! ONE MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY! STOP DROWNING IN MY SELF PITYING!! SMILES!! =)
